He doesn't realize septiplier

Regret

Me and mark were sitting down and he had his hand over mine and I hated everything my body was hurting and tired from angel she was always crying sam and Tim been acting like shit to each other and mark is always horny for some reason and I sighed and mumbled 'dear god kill me please strike me dead now' and mark looked at me "what was that Sean?" "Nothing" I said and he looked at me weird and just ignored me and I mumbled 'I hate my life I want to die" I said "Sean what are you sayin" "I regret my life choices now" I said and he stared at me "why jack" "I hate being a dancer i hate ruining your life and bobs life I use my toys way to often and I ruined my daughters and sons life" I said and I looked down and tears ran down my face "no more pain with our lord no more tears in there" I softly said to my self and I cried more as mark stroked my back "no more suffering jack" he said and I looked at him and he smiled and I still cried and he got up and started dancing with me slowly "jack remember our prom? Everyone looked at you weird and They whispered about you and were embarrassed but I asked you for the last dance and they all stared at me as I danced this same dance at it and I was crowned king and I kissed you infront of everyone and they all hated me for that my point is I asked for your heart and you let me have it to heal it not crush it" he said and I hugged him and cried as he petted my hair "speaking of that day guess what?" "What?" "Sam and Tim are having prom tonight" he said and I completely forgot and I walked in on sam with her gloves "oh my little girl" I said as I walked close to her "you know I actually think I have a dress for you" I said and walked into my closet and got my old dress "why?" " I didn't have anything and I had to steal from Lucy my face was very GURL looking" and she put it on and she looked gorgeous in it and I hugged her "oh my sam" (also they have a early prom they have one again later) I said and she'd a tear and I heard mark talking to Tim and junk "sam what ever you do do not go with a guy besides tim trust me i know" I said and shivered at the thought of my second prom "but sam PLEASE stay safe I don't need my darling getting hurt" I said and when sam and Tim walked out they both blushed I saw Tim holding some and sam holding something "sam I got you something" he said. Holding a little box "me too" she said and handed him a little box sam opened it revealing  matching earrings and a bracelet and Tim opened it up his bigger box showing a REALLY cool football and they both smiled and left and I hugged mark and when they shut the door we went back to what ever me complaining about life in my tattered blue jeans and pink flannel yes I wear a pink flannel at my house which mark finds oddly sexual and I had my blue green running shoes with my pink Apple Watch "jack why do you where so much pink" mark asked in his red flannel nice blue jeans and good red shoes always being concerned "your not seeing me in pink pants and shoes are you" I said flipping my body upside down in the chair and flipping through my phone and my hair got in my face I kept complaining and mark kept asking me stupid questions until he asked this 'what did you mean go back to juvy?' I was about to cry when he asked this "m-my parents d-do-died because of m-me" I cried and fell out of the chair and I grabbed my chest and started hyperventilating "Sean calm down PLEASE calm down!" He said and I kept crying and when sam and Tim where back I was about to pass out from crying and mark was calming me down and I kept crying sam had to get me something to sting cause there were a puddle of tears infront of me  were I have been crying "m-m-mom I-I'm so-sir-sorry" I said and they looked at mark as sam gave me the water and I finally calmed down and mark told them EVERYTHING! "And that is why he was freaking out" mark said and I walked outside and mark had to stop me as I was in the middle of the road "WHAT THE HELL SEAN ARE YOU DOUNG!" "Joining my parents" I said getting free of his grip and he re-grabbed me "damn Sean imma have to tie you up with yo suicidal self" he said and dragged me back inside