A small rush of happiness goes through me yet a huge rush of disappointment! I knew I loved Brent but started to second guess myself. I didn't know I could ever feel this strongly about Jordan again. He starts to pull away but I push closer. I couldn't find myself stopping! But the funny thing is he didn't try to stop anymore either! As we sit there with our lips locked it felt like time is frozen. As I finally pull myself off of him I start to cry.
"What wrong?" he asks as he pulls me closer to him.
"I'm still dating Brent!"
"But what about me?" He asked with a tear about to drip.
"I don't know!"
"Mya I still love you! I want to be with u and I know we are still young but I want to spend the rest of my life with you and only you!"
"I think it's time for you to go" I say pushing him out the door.
"Just think about it Mya"
"I will"
As soon as he gets out the door I smile but there are tears in my eyes. I run down stairs so my mom didn't question anything. I fall asleep because I find myself waking up to my mom yelling "dinner time!"
I look at my phone and I notice I have 3 messages and 2 missed calls from Jordan. And 6 messages and 4 missed calls from Brent. One of the messages reading from Brent " babe it love you."
