Dirty or More?

Chapter 12- New People New Drama

Ross' (P.O.V.)

I lost the love of my life. I can't believe that I thought being with Selena was good. When I kiss Selena, I don't feel what I feel with Sarah. But now I think her and Riker are dating. If they are, I think that she's trying to make me jealous. If she wants to pull that card, thats good. We were at the next arena and Sarah was blushing and laughing with Riker. Every now and then we would make eye contact but the she'd go serious and look at Riker. The Riker leaned in and kissed her. He grabbed her hips but she broke it up with putting her hands on his chest. She walked away and grabbed my hand a little and letting go. I walked after her. When we finally reached the janitors closet she pulled me in there, locking the door behind her. She looked at me. She walked over to me and hugged me. I hugged back. She started to kiss my neck. I made her stop and I kissed her on the lips. I didn't feel a spark. "No" I muttered I kissed her over and over trying to make the spark come back that wasn't there any more. She stopped me and gave me a sad look while biting her lower lip. "I guess the spark is kinda gone." She said looking at me "I guess so but I want you to know that I will always love you" I replied. "I'll always love you too" She whispered. I pulled her into a hug. When we finished hugging she unlocked the door and we walked out.

Sarahs (P.O.V.)

Me and Ross walked our other ways. I felt a tear ran down my face when I saw him kissing Selena. I ran over to Riker and he embraced me in a hug. We pulled away and kissed. "Wanna go out?" He asked with a smile. "Weren't we together after that night we kissed?" I replied with a smile. He smiled again. He was about to go in full snogging mode, but I turned my head making him kiss my cheek. I like Riker, but I still love Ross.

~~~The next day~~~

Me an Rydel are going shopping. I put my hair up into a ponytail. I had on my pink sweater that has buss lightyear that says 'To Infinity And Beyond', my Hollister jeans, and my black converse. Rydel was wearing the same thing
so we were twining. We said our goodbyes and Riker grabbed me. "You better be home by 4:00 or else." He said with a scary look on his face. I gave him fear in my eyes and ran over to Rydel.

~~~~After the Mall~~~~

We were 10 minutes late and I was scared out of my mind. When we arrived at the hotel, we got to our room and Rydel went to talk to the other boys. With fear, I walked to the back room and saw Riker standing there. "You're late." He said. "We were late because of tra-" I started until I fell to the ground holding my cheek. It stung. Riker locked the door, put tape on my mouth, and tied my arms behind me. I tried to untie it and fight, but he was to strong for me. He threw me on the bed and tied my arms and legs to the bed. I struggled but failed. He stripped me down naked. He stripped himself down and put a condom on. I screamed but no one could hear me because of the tape. He pushed himself inside me thrusting hard. It hurt so I was screaming a lot. He slapped me hard a couple of times. When he finished he untied me and took the tape off my mouth. I threw on my clothes and was abot to run out but he stopped me. "DON'T TELL ANYONE OR THIS WILL HAPPEN AGAIN." He said in a raspy scary tone. He laid back down and I ran out of there. I ran to Ross and tackled him with a hug. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the bathroom. "Ross please help me! Riker just raped me a abused me! Thats why I have all of the marks on my face because he hit me a LOT of times! I want you back but I'm scared!!" I said and cried into his shoulder. "I don't believe you." He said and walked out of the bathroom. The words processed through me and shot me down. I ran into me and Rikers room and luckily he was sleeping. I went through my small bag and grabbed my blade. I ran back into the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and filled up the tub. I stripped down naked and laid in the warm water. I put the tip of the blade at the top of my wrist and carefully but lightly letting it slide across my wrist. The blood flowed and I felt happy. I did it a couple more times and moved to my stomach. I did it again and went down to my legs. Soon the water was a light orange color. When the bleeding stopped I got out and dried off. As I put my clothes back on and heard a knock on the door I quickly drained the water and hid the blade I'm my pocket. "Sarah are you okay?" I heard Ell say."Yeah" I replied and unlocked the door. He hugged me and I hugged back. I felt safe considering how scared I was. I walked out there and sat down next to Rydel and Ellington. Rydel hugged me knowing that I was depressed once again. I can't believe Ross doesn't believe me. "Rydel?" I asked her. "Yessss?" She replied. "Can I stay with you tonight so I could tell you everything?" I asked again. "Okay sure!" I smiled. I felt safe I don't understand why Riker is like he is. He seemed all nice but he's not. I walked back to our hotel room. He was still sleeping, so I quietly packed my bag and ran out.

~In Rydels Hotel Room~

Me and Rydel were on her bed. "So what did you want to talk to me about?" She asked me. I suddenly felt a lump form in the back of my throat. I told her everything. I even showed her all my cuts. When I was done, I was sobbing on her shoulder. Oh Sarah! It'll be okay! I'm here and so is Ross and Ell and Rocky, my mom and dad!" She said. "Ross isn't! When I told him, he didn't believe me!!" I sobbed. "Oh Sarah! It'll be okay." she quietly said. Then we heard someone come through the door. "It's Riker!" I said and ran to the bathroom. I locked it behind me. I heard talking but I didn't recognize Rikers voice. "Sarah, it's just Ross." I heard Rydel yell. When I walked out Ross gave a tight comforting hug. When we pulled away, he kissed me. Still no spark. I frowned. Since her and Ross share a room, Ross pulled me over to his bed and made me lay down. We spooned and I felt safe. I know we aren't together anymore, but I'm still in love with him. We all watched movies. I soon fell asleep in his arms.

~~~That Morning~~~

I went back to me and Rikers room feeling terrified. I walked in there and he was asleep by had a couple of beer bottles around him. I sat my stuff down and watched T.V. Half an hour later, I heard him wake up. I gulped. He came in. "Hey baby!" he said walking crooked. When he got to me, he kissed me. It tasted like beer. Gross. "So what do you wanna do today?" I asked him. "I want you to clean up in here and have sex with me." He said. He was serious. "O-okay." He slapped my face and I whimpered "Please stop." He grabbed me and laid me down on the bed. I didn't even bother to fight. He put a condom on and thrusted in me. I bit my lip, knowing my life was going to be like this for a while. He slapped me once an I flinched. He did one last thrust before taking the condom off and cumming all over the place and on me. I made the most disgusted face. "I'm going to take a shower now." I walked to the bathroom and started the water. When the water was warm, I got in and washed my body like 5 times, no joke. I washed my hair and put on new underwear. (NOTE: THE TOUR IS OVER AND THEY ARE DOIN THERE LAST SHOW TONIGHT IN NEW YORK AND GOING TO GO HOME!) When I finished showering Riker was gone. I went to Ross and Rydels room. I walked in and everyone was there except for Riker. All there stuff was packed. I grabbed Ross and Rydels hands and took them to the bathroom. "Riker just slapped me twice, and made me have sex with him again. And I don't know where he is." I told them. "Wow Sarah I'm sorry but get your stuff packed were all going home." Rydel told me. "Oh okay." I went back to me and Rikers hotel room and got my stuff packed. I went back to Ross and Rydels room and we all went home without Riker.

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