letters to no one.

hope.

hope

the feeling of wanting everything to go the way you'd like it to go

so like, I've been talking to this guy recently and I don't know, I've come to grow some feelings for him? I don't know maybe it's because he's been my friend for years and maybe I've gotten closer to him and I just care about him more

wait, he cares about me as much as I care about him, right?

hope

the feeling of shrinking

I'm left alone in a room full of a couple hundred as I'm trying to spot a friend that I can interact with, though the only one that I can find is the one who left me for some better people to talk to. hm, look at how much they're laughing

hope

the feeling of getting out of the circle of repetition

he tells me that if I keep trying to release my anger in the way that I am now, I'll go no where; thanks for the tips man, really appreciate it.

hope

the feeling of wanting to be accepted

so one day I was in my classroom as my friend came up to me and told me that someone that I don't talk to at all made disrespectful comments about me, something about being hairy and feminine? I don't know, I think I've been called hairy before many times last year, but feminine?

hope

the feeling of wanting everything at peace

I can assume that everything will be at peace once I allow it to be

though, assuming is the only thing I'm good at