Friendship At The Age Of 17

1st Day Of School

Time flies and next thing you know..I'm 17.I came to school early and the first person I greeted was syasya.

me:OMAHGOD.HOW ARE YOU??!!I MISSED YOU LIKE CRAYZEYY

syasya:I'M FINE OH AND I MISS YOU TOO.Oh and b.t.w your party is awesome just like you

oh and did I tell you that I had the most awesomest *sorta*party in the world.Syasya,shinhye and the rest of my classmates came except for Effie and daylia because they went for holiday😧

anyways,we chatted until class started.Then..we studied and studied and...studied.......😴

OHH..where was I .. oh yah we studied and FINALLY school is overr

effie:Finally school is over..I'm exhausted

shinhye:haha..okay let's go home.Im starving!

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days,weeks,months passed by.The same routine keep on going and of course there was some drama and than Effie found a new *close* friend named Fedell.I assume they were best friends but they told me that they were CLOSE friends so..yah although I still think they are best friends..but there is just something I don't like about her but I just don't know though

I don't know why but fedell keeps going home with us..it's not like I don't like it or jealous about it...it's just..I don't know..it's like as if she is in the group or something.

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Days passed and I started seeing Ally with this girl during recess and yes..she's been my enemie since I joined this school..her name is Evelyn.Soo I wanted Ally to be close with me again before she become best friends with...Evelyn.I asked her if I can sit with her during assembly but she said that she promised evelyn that she is going to sit with her and just like that I walked away..not saying anything...just..walk away...More days passed,more I keep seeing Ally with evelyn and than I decided to step my game up.I told her to meet me at the library so we could chat during 2nd recess and she nodded her head.After class is over,I dashed to the library and search for her.Im tellin ya,I searched every inch in that library  for that girl but she was nowhere to be seen so maybe I thought that she haven't finished her class yet soo I waited and waited and waited until recess is almost over.

me:agh,forget it

I went down to the cafeteria and saw Ally...laughing with evelyn

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I stood there.Looking at them chatting happily like nothing happened.."did she forget?"..I can't...I don't have The heart to just come up to her and ask her why she wasn't in the library.instead,I went to the staircase and cried my heart out.The bell rang and I lined up with my class and my close friends saw my eyes all red and puffy from all the crying

daylia:omygod what happened?

me:nothing

shasha:If it's nothing than why are you crying?

shinhye:did the teachers scold you or somethin?

I told them everything and they told me not to be sad about it and I don't need her cause I got them I smiled a bit and soon school ended .I reached home.I dragged myself to my room and just dump myself on my bed.I cried and fell asleep.

I woke up in the morning and looked at myself in the mirror"another day in school"*sigh*

I went to school and didn't talk to anyone and when they ask me what's wrong..just 5 words "I'm not in the mood"

I looked at Ally enjoying her life with Evelyn and what I'm just doing is sulking in the corner looking at them...then a tear fell.I do not want anyone to see me crying so I went to this one place where no one goes during recess..staircase.I cried and kept asking myself what to do and I had an idea..a letter..
I wiped my tears and the bell rang.I went to class and it was my lucky day because my teacher was absent and she gave us tasks to do.I completed my work and took out a paper and started writing

  Dear Ally,

do you really want to be best friends with me?because it looks like you have a new one.Oh and by the way I'm not jealous or anything I am just mad and sad.You promised me to meet me in the library and you were not there.i waited for you.i went down and saw you laughing merrily with Evelyn.You DO know that she is my enemie.You really hurt my feelings and I don't think this friendship is working out...I mean we're in different classes and it's difficult for us to be together so...bye

p/s:I have new best friends already

names:

shinhye
daylia
Effie
syasya

have a Good life with evelyn
Last long!

lisa~

I know I was being mean and I know she is going to be hurt when she reads "my new best friends" thing but I want her to know how it feels like when I saw them together for 2 months or so..

and I regret everything I wrote....

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p/s:lisa told shinhye,daylia,Effie and shasha that she was just using them to be her "best friends" to make Ally feel how she felt like when Ally just abandoned her but she is still their close friends and they understand and didn't mind at all sooo yah

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author's note:

HEY GUYZZ..I know I have not uploaded for quite some time but at least exams are over!oh and sorry for any typo errors,vulgarities and grammar mistakes..LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH AND PEACE✌