Emison: She will be loved

Tears

EMILYs POV:

I woke up feeling protecting arms around me. Then I realized whose  they were. OMG! Did this really happen?! It's not that I didn't want to have sex with her but wouldn't it be rly awkard between us now? I mean are we together? I guess so. I smiled. She had said she loved me. I remember that clearly. Alison woke up.

"Hey Em!"

"Hey..." I said smiling a little bit.

"You wanna get breakfast? I know that very good coffe shop and it's only two blocks away."

I nodded. When she came back with the breakfast I had already showered and had done my makeup. We started eating. It was a sunny and warm day. When we had finished breakfast we sat down on the chouch with some coffe.

ALISONs POV:

"Em... I wanna talk. About what happened yesterday. And what happened in the last seven years."

"Ali"-

"No" I interruppted her. "let me talk first ok?" She nodded so I continued. "When we first met I saw you and I suddenly fell in love with you. But you remember the old Alison. I was selfish. I found it funny to play with peoples feeling like dolls. And I didn't  trust anyone cause I didn't want to get hurt. I knew you wanted me and I enjoyed that feeling and I didn't show you how much you mean to me. And when I finally was ready to tell you A appeared. She could have hurted you if she knew I loved you."

"well she has hurted me.."

"I know but that wasn't because of me. Well, yes it was but not that way. And I was just scared. I was scared of my feelings and I'm sorry. I didn't know I hurted you that much." I started crying and so did Emily.

"Ali... I never told anyone but..." she stopped and tears ran down her face. I hugged her.

"What emily?"

"I loved you so much but you kept pushing me away. Not beeing with you hurted me so much. I couldn't handle this pain anymore. I needed to feel something different. So I cut myself. It was also pain, I know , but it felt different. Better. I... I even wanted to kill myself." She lifted her shirt and turned around so I could see her back. I saw scars. A lot scars. How couldn't I have seen that yesterday?!

"Emily" I started crying harder. We hugged and I cupped her face with my hand .

"Emily don't ever do that again! Never! Do you hear me!? Never  hur yourself again! Promise! I'd rather die that knowing you hurt yourself!"

"I can't promise that! If you ever leave me again it'll be the only thing that keeps me alive."

"Emily I will not leave you!"

She looked down. Then she lied down on my lap and I patted her head still cryng. We spent the day watching Disney movies and ordered pizza for dinner. Em fell asleep and I stood up to get something to drink. But Emily woke up and when I wanted to leave the room her eyes filled up with tears.

"Ali"

"I'm here Em." I said and sat down again. " It's okay. Don't cry sweetie. I hate seeing you cry."

I whipped her tears away and shee smiled a little bit. I leaned in for a soft kiss and she kissed me back.

A/N

POOR EMILY! AND ALSO POOR ALI! HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED THIS CHAPTER I'M SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE EARLIER! I'LL BE BACK SOON:

KISSES, -A