Dear you,
There are so many things that I wanted to say to you. Many of those words may not be nice and I'm not sorry for that. Lets start with this:
Thank you.
Thank you for making me stay awake late at night waiting for your texts, waiting for your calls. Simply waiting for you to notice me.
For making me nervous and wondering where you were and whom your with cause you never bothered to tell me.
Thank you for the tear stained cheeks from the countless fights that never even mattered to you.
Thank you for making me feel worthless and stupid. I was wrong
I was really wrong because I love you
But I forgive you
I forgive your "I'm sorry baby I won't do it again","I'm sorry baby please forgive me","please give me another chance" when you never deserved them.
I forgive you for cheating with the girl you met online.
I forgive you for making me look stupid in front of your friends
I forgive you for making my life miserable and for breaking my heart.
I'm bent. I'm broken. I'm torn
Sincerely,
The girl who can't find happiness
