Undeniable Love

A/N - Avi

I'm so heartbroken. I didn't see this coming at all. I understand Avi's decision completely, I'm just sad. So fucking sad.

When the tweet came out I was crying from then on almost two hours, and then again more times in the day. It probably doesn't make sense why I cried so much but Pentatonix have done so much more for me than just bless me with their music.

They've helped me. They've helped me so much, through every bad moment I've had in the past 6 years. Avi was always inspiring me to keep going, and now he's gone.

It feels like part of me is gone, I can't wrap my head around it.

What is Pentatonix without the fifth member?

I'm always going to love and support Avi in his solo career, and I completely understand why he has decided to leave. I just can't believe that it's actually happened.

I feel blessed to have met the band while Avi was still there. They've gotten me through so much shit as a group, I don't know what'll happen now Avi's gone.

I don't know how I'm going to accept this, in my mind Avi will always be a part of Pentatonix. But we'll get through it together, as Pentaholics.

I love each and every one of you Pentaholics, so fucking much. If anyone needs a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to, you can always come to me.

We love you, Avi.

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I am going to keep writing, I might just take a break so I can wrap my head around this and sort my emotions out. I hope you guys understand.