(A/N: Kaway-kaway ReyonDrea Fans. Meron ba? Hahaha. Enjoy reading!)
Lucky's POV
Today is our practice. But, me and AC decided to not go today. Maybe tomorrow nalang. And next day, it's AC'S birthday. hahaha. Excited much.
And today, I decided to talk to Andrea. I just want to clarify kung anong meron samin. Na hanggang friends lang ang kaya kong isukli sa binibigay niyang pagmamahal sakin. I know it's kinda unfair. But anong magagawa ko? Nagmamahal lang din naman ako. Guilty lang siguro. Pero ito ang tama eh. Baka pag hindi ko pa tinuldukan to, baka lalong lumala at baka lalo akong makasakit.
Andrea is one of my kindest friend. But, she is different, siya pinag-tyagaan nya ako. Pinigilan niyang magbago ako. Ughh. I'm gonna miss her. I'm sure, may magbabago samin. Alam ko na yun. She needs to move on. Baka masyado lang siyang na-attach sakin.
Kahit Mabigat sa loob ko, kailangan ko tong gawin. Para rin naman sa kanya yun eh. Hindi lang ako yung makikinabang.
***DIALING ANDREA***
"Dreayang?" I asked with care.
"Hey Reyond. How are you?" She asked.
"Fine. So, wanna go out?"
"What's with you? Hhaha"
"Bakit?"
"Eh bat ang bait mo Yata?"
"Walawala. I have something to tell you kasi."
"Ok. Sabi mo eh."
"Meet me at nearest resto on our school. Now."
"Teka, as in now na?"
"Yes." And I ended the call
I started to walk. Eto na talaga siguro yung time para matigil na yung pagmamahal niya sakin. There's someone better than me. Hindi lang ako yung Tao sa mundo. Nakakamove on din siya no. Hahaha. But, nakakaawa namang, iiwan ko ganun ganun nalang. Syempre, Hindi no! Not being a chick boy, but I'm being a friend of her. Syempre, to support her. Bahala na nga kung anong mangyayari.
And I'm here! I saw her. Nasa dulong table. Mukhang wala siya sa mood. But I'm still going to talk her.
"Dreayang!" I shout.
"Hey Reyong!"
"Start na tayo ah."
"Sure."
"Andrea, I'm sorry."
"I know Lucky it's ok."
"Bakit ang bait mo sakin?" Naguguilty tuloy ako.
"You know what? Una palang I know, there is someone in your heart na. Na na-occupy na. Hindi na akong pwedeng manghinasok pa. Makakapasok man, pero as a friend nalang. Hindi mo ba pansin? Na sa dinami dami mong kaibigan, ako yung pumigil sayo sa pag-inom mo, sa paguwi mo ng gabi, ako yung nagpapatulog sayo kung kinakailangan diba? Nagpapakain pag ayaw mo pero hindi pwede. Hindi mo ba pansin? Kahit nahihirapan ako, sige padin. Kahit na nasasaktan ako, ok lang. Kasi mahal kita Lucky. Mahal na mahal. Kaya noon naisip ko, darating tong araw nato, Alam kong hihingi ka ng tawad kasi hindi mo kayang mahalin din ako. Kaya noon palang napatawad na kita. Ganun kita kamahal eh." She said and started to cry.
"Shhh. Andrea. Don't cry. Thankyou Andrea for being my best buddy. For being my pain reliever for a while and making me happy when I'm with you. I appreciated that. But, that wasn't enough to love you back. I love you but not as I love AC. magkaiba kayo. I know it's unfair but what would I do? Nung mga time nayun, yung sobrang heartless ako, I prayed na sana heart can teach. Kasi nandyan ka Naman, but its still beats for AC. I don't know why. But yung yung nararamdaman ko. Let me say the truth, Dreayang, I love you. Because your my friend. I'm happy when you helped me to stand up. And I'm happy that I'm with you. But I'm sorry I can't love you back. Di ko masusuklian yung pagmamahal na higit pa sa kaibigan. I know you know that already. Hope you understand. And I hope na nothing will change. Sana. Walang magbabago. Ikaw parin ang Dreayang ko."
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