My brothers best friend

Lily

P.S. Lily is my best friend from Australia. You'll hear about her later.

*Jax POV*

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And I just sat there staring at the screen, seeing the girl I love crying over me, something that I did, she doesn't blame me, I know that. But I never thought of it that way, I never meant to bring my cousin there to upset her or make her feel bad, I just thought that for a change she could use some girlfriends there, not just me... so innocently without no harm meant I ended up hurting her. I hurt my Calla.

I looked back up at the screen, she was hugging the kitten I won for her on our first official date. I chose the kitten because it reminds me of her, so cute, so small, so innocent and so lovable.

Calla, baby, please don't cry...

I just sat there, just sat and stared at the auburn hair of her, letting all the emotions setting in. At one point I couldn't take it anymore, I know that I have to write her, text her, call her.. I don't care. 

Even tho I was 99% sure or even all 100% sure that she wouldn't pick up or reply to me, I had to try. So I texted her:

Calla,baby, please don't cry... I never meant no harm, it was my cousin. I'm sorry that I ever made you feel like that, it pains me to know that.And even tho you're crying you're still so god damn beautiful, sweetheart. - Jax

I laid on my back and I was staring at the ceiling, I heard my phone ring and for a millisecond i thought that it might be her, but no, sadly no.

"What do you want Mike" I asked disappointed

"You're coming to the party tonight, right ?" FUCK, I totally forgot

"Shit man, I'm sorry, I forgot"

"You still have time to come... Brit is here and she can't wait to see you" it's quite clear that my friend is drunk

"I don't care about Brittany and to be honest I don't feel like going, I'm a bit busy right now"

"yeah, yeah... I know, I know.. all you care about is our little Calla, I know"

"Mike, we're bros, but there's a limit even for you"

"Hey, Jax.. chill. Calla is like my lil sis, no harm meant" oh god

"No harm meant" i practically whispered

"What ?"

"Nothing, I'll see you another time, okay ?"

"Sure man, stay safe"

"You too" And with that we hung up. And there was another beep from my phone.

I looked at my phone, and then I looked at it again and again and again... there actually was a reply from Calla, she replied, she actually replied, after a year of no communication, Calla...

I don't blame you Jax, please know that. Did you watch it all ? - Your Calla

 MY CALLA!!!!

Not yet, are you alright ? How you been ? What are you doing ? where are you ? why did you send me this ? - Your Jax

I knew that I was pushing my luck, but she just replied and I had to get all I could out of her.

Then please watch it till the end, and we can talk in detail then - Your Calla

Oh Calla, what are you doing to me?

Please just tell me if you're alright or not, if you're well or not, please just tell me something, anything, PLEASE CALLA. - only yours, Jax

I'm okay Jax, I just miss home, please watch it - forever yours, Calla

WTF ?? what the actual fuck... Shit..... I guess I need to keep going..

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