Don't leave me I love you

Chapter 1

  My name is Feliciano Vargas I am 17 years old. I have a brother named Lovino who is also 17, he's really nice, despite the fact he can be a bit of an ass sometimes. He's extremely sarcastic, but underneath that he's a very kind person (even if he won't admit it). We both live with our mom is the kindest person in the entire world! She's honestly the best I love her so much, we also live with are grandpa, he is so fun and always tells the best stories to us, we also used to live with my father who was such a great man but sadly he passed away a few years ago. Then I meet someone who I thought would never leave me..he promised he wouldn't but then one day I found out he unfortunately died in a car accident. It really messed me up, I miss him and my father everyday. Then the people at my school are no help, they started bullying me, because some rumor got out that everyone thinks I'm gay. I mean I am bisexual but still I wouldn't admit to that it would only make things worse. Everywhere I go all I hear is "faggot" "loser" "what a freak", then as if emotional abuse isn't enough I get these terrible nightmares of him dying at home. Then these groups of kids Al, Oliver, Xiao and Viktor always pick on me and beside the name calling, they slap my books out of my hands, throw offensive things on paper at me, trip me all the time and occasionally beat me up. I sometimes wish me and Lovino went to the same school. While we go in the same direction he goes to building 1-A, I'm in building 2-A. I'm so weak just like everyone says. They are all right anyways. I haven't been feeling very happy lately, never really the same since my father and him passed, after all the problem with all this is when someone keeps putting you down enough, you start to believe them. That's why I started cutting I can't take it, living has become hell for me. 

hey guys! short chapter? yes I know, sorry if you enjoyed what I wrote so far and wanna see the next chapter, I'd just like to see how many people will read this before I put anymore effort into this, I'm really nervous and shy about putting up my own personal works, yk? well for those who read I hope you enjoyed! till next time!!!