The Old Fashioned Princess [TaeminxReader]

Chapter 31 - His Begging + Her Final Decision = Done

- Taemin Pov -

Chunji brought me to my room, it was quiet during the walk. Entering my room, Chunji decided to speak.

'Are you calmed yet?' Chunji asked me, sitting on the chair of my study desk.

I sat on my bed hugging my pillow for comfort and nod slowly to Chunji's question. I had calmed down...but I still felt the anxiousness, depressing, upset and hurt feeling all bunching up in my chest.

'Do you want to tell me what happened?' Chunji asked

I remained quite thinking to myself whether I should or not. Normally the person I would of told my problems to is Byul...but now she was no longer an option I could have.

'Byul...Byul wanted to end everything.' I said lowly 'She wants us to be...s-strangers.'

'She finally did it...' I heard Chunji whispered to himself

I looked at him with a stern look. 'What do you mean by that?' I questioned

Chunji returned the same sternness look at me 'we advised Byul to give up on you' he stated 'we didn't expected it to be this soon though. It must of being something you did to her again isn't it?'

Each word that came out of his mouth...I grew angry, mad...rage. I launched forward from my position from the bed and held a tight grip onto Chunji's shirt collar.

'So this is all everyone's fault! ISN'T IT?!' I snapped angrily, glaring at him. 'Because of you guys Byul left me! ENDING it with me!'

Chunji eyes narrowed 'don't blame us, Taemin. The only one at fault is you.' He stated sternly. 'It's always been you, and all we did is support and comfort Byul.'

I didn't understand him at all...what did I ever do?

Chunji's face showed disgust as he pushed me away from him 'You still don't understand do you? You still think your not one at fault! You think you're the one whose been good and right, when your just too native to know your mistakes!' he snapped angrily.

I growled at him 'If I'm too native, then why don't you tell me what I've done wrong!' I said raising my voice

'FINE.' Chunji retorted angrily. 'You want to know what you did?!'

'You want everything to revolve around you and if it doesn't, you tie strings to it so it can't leave. That's exactly what you're doing to Byul.'

'Always and only using her, because you knew that she loves you. When your feeling sad, useless, you go to her to cheer you up. When your alone and Boa isn't around you go to her for company. You only ever notice or value her when you need her but you never do the same!'

'You never once had ever been there for her, much less even listening to her side of things or take her side. Have you ever defended her for anything? Have You?!'

'You abandon her countless times and more counts on forgetting her.'

'You're always and only thinking for yourself!'

'Even when you already have that B**** of a girlfriend of yours, you won't let Byul leave will you? Getting jealous when other guys are around her, get upset because she's enjoying her time with someone else and get angry...you only keep her so that if anything ever went wrong you could use her to make yourself feel better!'

'And you think that's not wrong?!'

Chunji panted tire that he had said all of those things loudly with anger.

I on the other hand...I was absorbing everything Chunji had snapped at me and...already fresh tears came.

I've lost Byul...because I was selfish.