Ocean's POV.
Sammy helped me get up and we walked in to the living room.
"Guys. We are leaving but we'll see you tomorrow to film a video" Sammy said.
"We? You mean you will see them?" I said and locked at Sammy.
"No you'll be there and help us behind camera" he said and I nodded.
"Okay well bye" I said and we left. Sammy and I drove to my place and walked inside.
"What a night" I said and walked to the couch. Sammy sat beside ma and I cuddled up against his chest.
"You took 7 shots and you're not drunk?" He said and I laughed. I only took one, I spilled the rest of them out beside I don't even know who's bed it was" I said and he smiled.
"Smartie" he said and laughed.
"Why did Carter hurt you? And why did Taylor want to hit you?" He asked.
"They found out, about me. The Ocean side of me"
"Only those two?"
"No everyone knows now, but they think their the only ones. I threatened them. With things I know. Well everyone knows expect for Hayes" I said.
"Why doesn't Hayes know?" He asked.
"Because he's the person I'm gonna hurt the most. I'm gonna break him. Make him fall for me. I'm gonna make him fall in love with me. Then I'm gonna kill that trust. I'm gonna do something that makes him lose that hope" I said and pulled away from Sammy and stared at the table in front of me.
"Do you trust me?" He said. I turned my head and faced him.
"It's weird I only trusted Hayes. But I got my boys in Sweden. I trust you yes." I said and he hugged me.
"I trust you too" he said and kissed my cheek.
"Can I tell you something?" I said and he nodded.
"I met the boys one time before this. They came to Sweden and surprised me. I never told anyone. We left to a place called prison Island. It's like a prison and there are like small rooms where you have tasks on a certain time. So we went there and in one of these rooms. We found a dead body. I was 13, I freaked out. The police came. They were going to talk to the oldest one witch was Cameron at the moment. I just stood there, looking at the people carrying the body alway. It was a kid. 10 years old. I was standing there and heard footsteps coming towards me. The next thing I knew was two strong arms grabbing me from behind pushing me to the floor. They put hand cuffs on my hand and pushed my head to the ground. I was so afraid, I was only 13. I've always hated the police. I watched the boys leave me there. They didn't even look at me. At the moment I was crying. They yelled for me to stand up and they walked me to their car. They drove me to the police station. And that's it. The judge said I was guilty. I told them I didn't kill the boy, but they didn't believe me. There was nothing to do. They boys said they saw me kill him. My dad believed me but my mother didn't. I remember it as if it was yesterday." I said and a tear slipped down from my cheek.
"I'm so sorry Ocean" he said and put a piece of hair that was in front of my face behind my ear.
"It's not your fault" I said and he let out a smile.
"But I still don't understand. Why Hayes?"
"We had something. When they came to Sweden they were there for one week. The day before they flue home, before the accident with the boy. Hayes and I went out. And long story short I gave him something. And he didn't deserve it at all" I said and looked at Sammy.
"W-What did you give him?" He asked unsure if he should or not.
"My first kiss" I whispered. Sammy just hugged me. "It was so important to me to give it to someone I love" I said and he didn't say anything.
"Let's party some day. And play truth or dare. I will brake him" I said and Sammy nodded.
"Tomorrow?" He said and smiled.
"Fine, I said someday but okay. Tomorrow works I guess" I laughed at his rush. Sammy stayed over that night but we didn't do anything. He slept in one of the guest rooms.
A/N: new chapter will be out when the whole book hits 2K reads.
