AJEEB DASTAAN HAIN YEH - AVNEIL OS (AVNI'S POV)

Ajeeb Dastaan hai yeh

This is AVni's POV. :)

Neil's POV can be found here -->http://my.w.tt/UiNb/a6FalI7X8C

Not Proofread. kindly excuse the errors.

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Ajeeb dastaan hai yeh...

Every time she falls he catches her. Every time she is in trouble he grudgingly helps her. He supports her at every turn and he fights for her dignity even against everyone... even his own mother... Every time she turns, he is right there besides her silently supporting her...

Oh yeah, on the other hand, he never trusted her. He never believed in her lies, which is fine by her but he doesn't believe her truths either... which irks her. He doubts her validity on every turn... taunts her truths and lies alike... He has the whole world to investigate but he chooses to spend his precious time only on investigating her... She wanted to be his friend but he always thinks of her as nothing but his 'case'... She doesn't care about it... No she certainly doesn't care about whether he believes her or not... And yeah, she most certainly doesn't care whether he considers her his friend or not... He was a nobody to her, so really why should she care about what he thinks of her? No, seriously why the hell should she care?!

Ajeeb daastaan hai yeh

Kahan shuru kahan khatam

Yeh manzile hai kaunsi

Na voh samajh sake na hum

But then again there were all those pesky little feelings that raised their ugly head every time he was in her vicinity... She wanted nothing to do with those feelings which were like a flowering weed in her garden of thorn filled revenge plants... As beautiful as they may be to others, but to her it was totally unnecessary evil and risk to her sanity... like for instance she certainly did not want to feel elated and mesmerized every time her eyes locked with his, however unwittingly that may happen. No, she certainly didn't want to stand like a Romanesque love statue getting lost in his smouldering brown eyes which by the way, looked like they hold the secret to all her happiness... No she seriously really didn't want that...

Mubaarakein tumhe ke tum

Kisi ke noor ho gaye

Kisi ke itne paas ho

Ke sab se door ho gaye...

And yeah, she also did not want to feel thankful and happy every time he supported her, sometimes with words and sometimes wordlessly through his ever expressive eyes... Why does he do that to her? Why does he have to be that contradictory person who doesn't trust her but nevertheless always supports her when she is in trouble? Why? Why is that whenever she looses all hope, he always comes to save her like he was her personal Guardian angel or something? Did he even know, he was hurting her with his goodness? Every time he helps her, lying to him, her guardian angel becomes even more difficult...

Then there were all those weird feelings she gets every time the talk about Riya and his marriage stirs up... She didn't want to term them as jealousy or depressed... No certainly not, but then again may be if you search their definition in a dictionary it might turn out to be just that... She did not want to be upset regarding his marriage to Riya for any other reason that for her revenge... But she couldn't help that every time the topic is discussed it was becoming more and more difficult to keep a happy face in front of him... The thought that he has no problem in getting married to Riya and seems more than happy for it, was suddenly becoming unbearable for more reasons that were more that just revenge... 

Did she want to feel that way? No way... Does she want to analyse the reason? No damn way... Does she want to brush it under a carpet and behave like nothing ever happened? Oh yeah, hell yeah!

Also yeah she also certainly does not feel upset every time his mom spoke badly about her, she was just another lady to her, nobody special... Actually she did not want anything to do with him in her life and she didn't care a whit about what he thought of her... a liar? A case? Or whatever nonsense... he was free to think what he wants to think about her and he can marry whomever he wanted... His bloody wish! She doesn't care about him, period.

She felt that if she repeated this to herself every time her traitor eyes entangled with his beguiling ones, it might just become the truth...

Ajeeb daastaan hai yeh

Kahan shuru kahan khatam

Yeh manzile hai kaunsi

Na voh samajh sake na hum

But some days when she dares to look at herself in the mirror she finds a sad Avni looking back at her... an Avni who believes no one trusts her... an Avni to whom what he, Neil thinks of her has started to matter... That Avni whose tears flow freely on her cheeks looks at her accusingly and asks whether she doesn't care if she was a mere 'case' for ACP Neil Khanna to close? Whether Mrs. Shwetha was a mere random lady to her and her words didn't prick extra deep because she was HIS mom? Or whether she was upset with the whole marriage thing just because she wanted Dayavanthi's broken down or did it affect her heart just a bit more because somewhere she saw her own heart breaking down seeing him with Riya ?

Kisi ka pyaar leke tum

Naya jahan basaaoge

Yeh shaam jab bhi aayegi

Tum humko yaad aaoge...

Ananya just turned away from the mirror during those times, wiping away her tears, away from Avni's accusing glances... She was not ready to face the answers of those questions... She had a mission to accomplish... She had her mother's death to avenge and few unscrupulous people's lives to ruin... Thinking about him would only ruin her and she certainly couldn't afford to do so... Ananya was born to avenge Avni and for nothing else. Neil was just a roadblock in her mission... Something to ignore and move on and never look back... never...

Yeh roshni ke saath kyoon

Dhuaan utha chiraag se

Yeh khwaab dekhti hoon main

Ke jag padi hoon khwaab se

But the girl in the mirror laughed silently at her naivety... Didn't she know that Love never asked permission to enter? And nor does it leave on shutting the door on the face of it? Silly girl didn't realize It just was just like rain water, seeps stealthily under the door making you slip and fall right onto his lap without even knowing when or how you fell... Unbelievable but true...

Ajeeb daastaan hai yeh

Kahan shuru kahan khatam

Yeh manzile hai kaunsi

Na voh samajh sake na hum...

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Song: Ajeeb dastaan hai yeh - Old Movie : Dil apna aur preet paraya