my mother always told me,
"who would want to hurt a pretty girl like you?"
i would think that she's right, i wasn't mean, i always told the truth and i always cleaned up my mess when my mama told me to.god, i was so fucking wrong.
i was just a child and sure, no one hurt me at that age because i had someone to protect me; my parents.
but now i'm alone and all i hear is, "i'm sorry."
but no one truly cares, no one gives a shit about your problems or the way they are affecting your life.
they might feel bad for that split second but afterwards, nothing. i have heard so many dry and heartless sorry's
i have been mistreated and lied to so many times but i can't stand up to myself. it's as if someone is holding my lips shut as the pain fills up inside me.and one day, it's going to explode and i fear that day.
i am no longer a kid who had no fears
but instead a grown person who has a countless number of fears.
so what i ask of you isplease.
don't hurt a pretty girl like me.
for i, am not mean, i always tell the truth, and i always clean up the mess you left behind.