Three Empty Words

I'm Sorry Leah

kians p.o.v

what did i do i just let the best thing that ever happened to me go i was slowly slipping away from her because i was down and she did everything she could to try to help me and i closed her off damnit kian your such a dumbass. I have to go to that party and tell her how i feel and what happened. As i walked over to her house i could hear the music when i walked in i immediately smelt weed and beer. i look over and saw leah getting vodka "princess" i yelled she looked up and yelled "kian" we made eye contact and locked eyes then i ran closer we were about 2 to 3 inches apart "leah i am so sorry i shouldnt have started slipping i was feeling down so i started to close myself off and it affected us and i am sorry and i love you as soon as i sent the last text i started crying... leah i cant ever imagine losing you" i looked straight into her brown eyes 

leahs p.o.v

i  looked down but my head was lifted up by kians index finger like he did the first time i met him and he spoke sweetly and softly and said "i love you" while looking straight into his brown eyes said "kian i am with adym now..." i said and he didnt budge he said "i dont care i love you more than adym ever could he cheated on you i never hurt you and never will please leah give me one more chance" he said and then he kissed me and it felt like c4 had just exploded i looked down and said "i am with adym i cant deny the feelings i have for you nor adym kian i love you but you guys both hurt me in different ways" he looked down and said "that was because i was closed off i didnt mean to hurt you but it happened because i was depressed i am so sorry leah i love you i love you i love you and i would propose but i dont have i ring" i started to blush really hard. "Leah you know when you blush you look 10 times more perfect" i blush harder which i didnt think was possible i backed up a little and said "kian i am with adym this can not happen but if you wanna be like bestfriend's i am ok with that though" he looks down then i see a teardrop from his eyes then looks up and smile "as long as your in my life i dont care how i just want you there" i blushed really hard and said "ok kian i love you i need to give you a name" kian looks me deep in the eyes and says "princess i love you and if you want you can call me rainbow" my face lights up and i say "perfect, just like you" kian blushed and said "perfect huh i didnt know i had a mirror on" he said and then made me blush "kian your perfect and no you have no reflection anywhere but if you wanna leave you can go cus i am just gonna be chilling with adym" "no i think i will stay with you" he said and we walked to adym. "i am back daddy" i said and he turned with a smirk that quickly left his face "hey baby..... why is he here" i looked at adym and saw the rage in his eyes which i haven't see since the day he hit me i steped back and started getting teary   i saw him get up and head for kian he looked at me and saw i was scared so he stopped dead in his tracks and came to me when he was about to hug me i flinched back and out of his reach "babygirl i am not gonna hurt you now or ever again" i hug him this time and say "i am sorry babe i just got scared and kian is nothing more than i friend i love you and you only" we look each other in the eyes and then i break eye contact by looking at kian then back at adym i kiss adym and go in the middle of adym and kian and say "which one of you wants to dance with.." before i could even finish the sentence kian yelled "me" i giggled and said "you ok with that daddy" he looked up a me and said "ya just dont do anything really bad" i looked adym and said "all night because that might be a little hard" i said in a confused but joking voice "oh dont worry babygirl i have quit a night planned" i walked away with kian and i looked back and adym was talking to some girl and asked to come dance with him. Me and kian started to dance together i was twerking on him while this girl was grinding on adym i decided to take it a step farther and asked him to grind on me and he said yes and while he was grinding on me i was twerking on me and we were having fun then the song ended and a slow song started i turned around and kian grabbed me waist and i wrapped my arms around him "well this is nice" i said and looked straight into his brown eyes and then i heard someone yell "brownie" i knew it was adym i look over at him and see he was mad at me and again i see the rage in his eyes that this time was directed at me so i ran fast and far. When i ended at frimzys house i saw adym running after me so i knocked no one answered so i decided to just just go around back and go in that way when i got in i said "ok i think i lost him" I said catching my breath "lost who" i head someone say "and leah is that you" i knew it was frimzy so i looked up and seen him frowning "I am so sorry for what i did i was drunk and an asshole worse than an asshole a jerk worse than i jerk just crule but will you ever forgive me i get it if you wont" i looked him in his eyes, i could tell he was sincere and said "i was running from adym and yes i will forgive you" we hugged and then looked at me said "so why were you running from adym i thought you to were dating" he looked at me confused "ya we are its just he scares me sometimes he scars me because one time him and this guy named kian were fighting over me and i went to stop them and adym punched me" at this point frimzys mouth was wide open and he hugged me "omg leah did he break your jaw" "no but he poped it outta place but he apoligized" i said looking at the ground he hugged me again but this time when we pulled away we lached eyes and he said "leah you shouldnt have to feel unsafe around your boyfriend" i look down again and he lifts my head up with his pointer finger "jose i dont wanna go home can i stay with you for the night" i said with puppy dog eyes "ya if you wanna and since its only like 12:oo wanna go for a swim in the pool" i look at him and say "damnit i would but i dont have my bathing suit with me" he giggles and says "there are these things called exes and there is this thing that have newly been invented called bathing suits and when an exs leaves them behind i was and put them in the overnight box" i look down and say "so your a fuckboi too" i used to be before i met this girl named leah i should tell you about her she has the most beautiful brown eyes that you can just get lost in and the best hair in the world and her dimples damn and that smile that could end world hunger oh and to finish with her body and the way she moves it she has perfect curves and i love her but see the thing it i really messed it up and i was a complete and udder fool and an asshole and i think she forgave me but i am not fully sure but ya thats leah in a bottle" he looked away and then down and i started tearing up "jooooose omg your so sweet and i love you toooooooooo" i looked up and hugged him "leah i love you like a girlfriend" i look at him confused and smiling i then giggle at him and say "i knew that or you wouldnt have done what you did but see i dont care forgive forget and i will remember what you did in a positive way because at the time i wasnt interested but you seemed like you knew what you were doing sooooo" he looked up and smirked "oh trust me i do he got closer to me and grabbed my waist "jose please stop" i moaned but in a way i didnt want him to stop "baby i know damn well you want it" and he started to kiss my neck and i push him away "i do but i cant that is cheating and i am not a cheater" i look at him to see if he was mad but confusingly he wasnt he was sorry "omg leah what am i doing i am so sorry when ever i get close enough i just cant seem to help myself" i start blushing and say "its ok i kinda wanted you to but i love adym so it cant but can i still stay" he looks up with wide open eyes and starts to giggle "why wouldnt you be able to leah of course you can" i look up and hug him "your an amazing person and who ever you were that night is not you this is you and i like this you so stay you for me please" he starts to blush "ok leah just for y......" i hear a knock on the door and i say "if its adym tell him i am not here" i say in a whisper. Right now its raining and frimzy opens the doot to a soaking wet adym who is crying cus he has been looking for about an hour says "Jose is leah here" he said crying so i ran to jose and jose moved the door to were adym could see me and adym went to hug me and i stepped back "why the fuck were you running after me like you wanted to kill me" i said kinda angry "because i was mad at you but i wasnt gonna hurt you i love you from the bottom of my heart and i swear on my life i will never hurt you ever again i love you i love you i love you" and then he hugged me "i love you to but i am gonna stay at frimzys tonight because we need to catch up and i forgave him because his apoligy was sincere just like yours right now becasue if you never give anyone a second chance how can you ask for one yourself" i ended with a smile "ok leah i trust you and i love you" he left and went home "ok now its like 12:45 sooo you still wanna go for a swim i mean i still have bathing suits in my bedroom" he said "sure but none of thm are gonna fit me i am to fat for them" jose stopped dead in his tracks and grabbed my face "LEAH MANCHESTER you are not fat you are thick, a slim thicky to be specific" he said angryly "sure what ever you say jose" we start walking and i hear him say 2 door on the right and i open it to see a room a really big one and then in the corner i saw a box that said overnights i was looking through the box and found a really cute bathing suit



and it fit so i changed and went downstairs "wow leah has anyone ever told you you are gorgeous" frimzy said making me blush "no but i have been now" i said smiling "ok lets go" he said as we went to the pool i was standing right on the rim and said "hey jose is it....." i was cut of by someone pushing me into the warm water "jose i am gonna" i was cut of by a splash of water "i am gonna kill you" i started to swim fast to him and when i got to jose we were play fighting and laughing then i heard jose say "fine leah you win" i back off and laugh then i feel a tickling sentience by my waist i realise it is jose and i try to escape "ok ok ok you win you win" i say while laughing so hard i am crying he stops tickling me and we are both now swimming in place and i said we should probably go to bed because its like 1:20 now" i said with a giggle "ok but i am getting new furniture so we have to sleep in the same bed" he said "oh thats ok i was gonna sleep with you anyway" i said as i got outta the pool and he smirks and looks down " but dont be getting any ideas mr. cant help himself" i said with a giggle "ok but if i get a boner and you feel it your gonna have to ignore it k" he said laughing "ok thats cool i guess but just to warn you i am a tease" i said with a smirk "just know babygirl that if you tease me your gonna have to deal with the consequences" he said and stole the smirk off of my face and put it on his "ok we will have to see about that............. daddy" he looked up and said "ohhh babygirl dont be naughty".