No trust

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I paused for a second before answering! "Um... I-" he cutts me off.

"U can trust me Alexa".

"I know put im just not ready"

"Is it really that bad that u can't tell me?" He asked

"Yeah something like that" "how about I'll tell u on Monday".

I was thinking to my self why did I juh say that?!! I'm not really ready to tell anybody about what's happens at my home.

"Yeah so good" he said "guess I'll talk to u later"

"Ohk"
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I walked over to my mirror looking to my scars I had on my face. I don't bother to cover then up because they mostly look like I just hit a pole or something. So weird I know.

I really wanna get away from this house, I wanna live with Jason. He was telling me the other day what environment he live in. He live in a 1 story 3 bedroom house. He lives with his mom, dad, and baby sister.

He said I could live with him. But that was to much I think the only reason he said that because he was drunk or sleepy.

It's 4:09 , great I have nothing to do. I heard a loud buzz go off on my phone. It's from Layla.

"Hey bsf"

"Hey layla"

"So I seen u kiss Jason the other night, what else happened. Spill the beans"

"Lol, well he might have took my bra strap down but nothing major"

"Yeah, and is that all" In a curious voice

"Yes I promise"

"Well are y'all talking or anything"

"Yeah, we meet at the mall today"

"Goals!!!" She screamed

"No no I don't think we go out"

"Well how about I hook y'all up"

"No no -don't don't" i said as she talked over me

"Ohk bye bestfriend"

I hung up and smiled as a layed on my bed. I put my hands over my eyes and did a little laugh. I do wanna go with Jason but I don't want my foster mom do him like she did my other boyfriend.
Plus I never had any boy loyal to me.

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It was 9:58, I rolled over on my bed just getting up from my long nap. I went into the kitchen to find something to eat and I seen my foster mom cooking.

"Hey what u think u doing smurf"

Ohk y'all smurf is my nickname but I hate it so much.

"Nothing just getting something to eat"

"Ohk and why u not sleep"

"I'm almost in 12th grade why do I have a bed time?"

"BECAUSE I SAID SO" she screamed

"WELL IM TO OLD" I screamed back

She took a few steps forward to me and I took a few steps back. I hit the near wall and she balls her fist. The last thing I new I was laying on the floor crying and everything going black.

Wow is she dying or is she still alive?? Find out in the next chapter!!

-Amiya

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