Loving spirits

High up

TOMMY POV
I remember when it happened it was towards the end of may or early June I walk up to the biggest tree in the forest I remove my smiley mask and look at the branches thinking of a route to get to the top after what I think was 20 minutes I start to climb up the tree, I climb higher and higher I feel the sweat rolling down my forehead after a while I looked down to see that I was really high up I sit down on one of the branches I look out into the sunset I take a deep breath I pull down my mask over my face I started too cry, I'm no good, I'm an awful person, why did I have to be such an idiot, I'm sorry everyone I'm sorry I had to exist, I lean forward even though I can't see anything I jump off the branch I feel the wind going through my hair, I feel my tears get blown off my face I didn't know when I was going to hit the ground but I felt like I was just falling forever and just like how the apple falls into off of a tree I hit the ground it was cold my arms go numb my headaches I feel the blood streaming down from my head I try to get up but I couldn't so I just lie on the ground I hear footsteps walking towards me I didn't dare move I heard people gasp one of them tried to call an ambulance while another inspects my body, one of them remove my mask the cold air hits my face I smile slightly I hear the sounds of the sirens on the ambulance, my breathing slowed down I look up to see the paramedics I close my eyes and just like that I was gone.
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OMG TWO CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY ITS A MIRACLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow I honestly think this chapter was worse than the first one, but anyways as always check out the people I follow they write a lot better, and remember trash cans are always full of useful stuff.