Maid- Ayleo bowles [ Complete Story]

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" Ayo you kno I'm scared of water " I whine

" and it's dark " I whine one the back of the motor boat I held onto him tightly

" so you don't trust me " he said

" I do but it's dark and this is dangerous " I whine he sped up going fast I screamed as he laughed and we finally stopped

We got off the boats and walked up the high bridge

" I want you to trust me , we'll always fight no matter what , but we only fight because we care about each other , so listen to me if you scream you don't trust me , because I promise to catch you before we hit the water " Ayleo said

I sigh and nodded I kissed him " I trust yo-" he pushed me

" prove it " he said

I gasp cause I was shocked I folded my arms over my chest as I fell backwards I kept eye contact with him and he jumped falling quicker than I was falling I instantly smiled when I felt his arms wrap around me

He looked me in the eyes and smiled

" I love you " I said kissing him

This fall long asf

" I'm in love with you " Ayleo said

My eyes grew big " I-in love" I asked my eyes watering

" I'm in love with symone , so change her last name to bowles " he said as we fell in the water

Under the water his grip became tighter and when came back up I was in full Tears I never heard him say I'm in love with you

There's a difference

I love you is the same love for your family and friends

But In love with you , when you fall in love with someone, you feel euphoria and weak in the knees. Supposedly, “you just know.” It’s something over which you have no control

" I'm s-sorry I di-" he started I kissed him he was so tensed

" I'm I-in love with y-you I wouldn't mind being your wife " I said shyly And when I looked back up he was smiling hard

I giggled at his face

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After the trust thing , I tried to read his notes but he took it away

Only thing I kno is that he has a lot planned for this week

Ayleo got in the shower so I'm finna start reading his Diary again

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Page 5:

So my mom has a new boyfriend but I'm confused to how she not know that this nigga is gay

So look when I figured it out was when we were on the couch he kept calling Mateo his sexy princess I honestly thought it was funny at first until he grabbed Teo dick threw his pants

I punched the shit out him touching on my lil bro like dat

Well actually me and Mateo punched that nigga at the same time

Then he yelled at us and said he was leaving but this nigga never did leave

But we  told our mom she ain't wanna believe us

So I bought camera's and put them  everywhere in the house

Even in the shower.

I got in the shower an this gay ass nigga got in behind me I kicked him in he's nuts this shit fuckin my brain up I started to slice to much because I be feeling weak

When I stress about things I cut myself it's a relief but I only do it in the bathroom

I stop reading and put his book down

Please don't tell me he's stressing about his plans

I rather him yell at me then cut himself

I oped the bathroom door and he was literally cutting his arm my throat became dry

And I looked at his face he looked as if he enjoyed it

" It's been so long " he groaned cutting another line

I walked over to him since i couldn't speak I grabbed him

He looked at me

" It feels so good " he moaned leaning his head back cutting himself again

If I ever thought he was cheating he would be probably cutting himself cause he's moaning

I kissed him

" you got to learn to handle your stress better than this "

" it's not stress it's just I've been doing this since I was 8 and it honestly feels good " he said dropping his blade and pulling me in the shower my night clothes got soaked as he picked me up kissing me

" Don't be scared I only do this once a month " he said kissing my neck

" You promise only once a month " I asked

He nodded

" Once a month until I finally stop no need to continue " he said I looked at his dripping arm

And I nodded

I took off my shirt as he grabbed my face kissing me I could feel him poking me

Lawd I'm not looking down
Everytime I do I get scared

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I looked at his arm as we laid down

Every day I learn something knew about him

And it's true like when I found his pills , and when he would up and wear long sleeve shirts sometimes meaning he was cutting himself

And the times I heard him moan

I thought he was cheating nut I didn't hear the girl

He was really cutting himself

It's got me thinking about a lot , should I continue to read this or .... No I'm going to read this , if I wanna be his wife I have to help him with all his issues

And I honestly never thought he would have had to go to a mental hospital for cutting himself and I would never betray him to send him to one I believe he'll stop cutting himself on his own

I grabbed his book and opened it

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Hope you like

And I think I will make this book about 29 chapters or 30

If y'all want that let me kno ❤❤