have you ever thought about what the world would be without you?
how everything would be without your stupid existance?
have you ever thought of thinking how everyone you met would react if you killed yourself?
not telling them your problems?
bottling up your feelings?
all your self-loathing and guilt consuming you?
how anxious you would feel on how everyone treats you
like they would pity you, but they actually talk behind your back, telling fake rumors about you?
"you look pale, what's the matter?"
"it's nothing, i'm fine"
NO YOU ARE NOT FINE, YOU'RE BOTTLING UP ALL YOUR EMOTIONS, YOUR DAYS WILL GET WORSE IF YOU KEEP UP BEING IN THIS CONDITION. LISTEN TO ME, YOU'RE NOT A STUPID HUMAN BEING.
i just feel like... containing myself in my room.
not talking to anyone, not being online.
not telling everyone how i feel.
hey, do you want to know what happened?
I tried cutting myself.
i felt like doing it, i cut myself twice and...
i t h u r t s
but, all my pain will be gone if i keep this up
should i finally kill myself?
should i decide to finally end it?
