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Uhh anxiety is fun

Story time this happened to me today soo uhmm here you go

*at school 4th period* we have sport and were going to do cross country i askes my teacher if i could run and get some shoes and shes like 'sure just catch up with the class when your done' so im like sure no problems...i go to catch up with them but i cant find them (we had to walk to a oval a short distance away) and i also cant hear them so what does my mind do

Me: i cant find them
Brain: maybe they left you maybe you gotta walk the whole way yourself maybe this happened
Me: nononononononono
What the fuck do i do??
Brain: how about a panic attack thats fun
Me: noonoonononon not here not now no thanks

Now ive decided to go to the office to tell them and they send  me to a teacher and he sends me to another class doing sport. They are all giving me dirty looks and i dont wanna be there and then i look up to see two of my classmates saying where were you why didnt you meet us at the shops

Me: i couldnt find you
Them: we were at the shops
Me: i didnt know sorry
Me to myself: nononononono u fucked up breathe dont cry you dont need too
Them: did you even look??
Me: im sorry i didnt want to get in trouble by leaving with out a teacher
Them: ok

So we join back up with the class and the teacher ask what happened and i started to break down cause i could feel people judging me and i made the whole class miss out on cross country for the rest of the year and  i could hear them talking about me so the teacher tells them to go to our meeting place. Then the teacher was nice and was like what happened but i couldnt calm down and then she asked if i just had a panic attack and i just nodded. She just kept calming me down and she said its her falut for leaving me behind so she brought me a bag of chocolates at lunch as an apology and i thanked her and yeah my class H A T E S me now as well as another one

But im fine now so dont worry
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Sorry this is a long story but not many of my friends know about my small anxiety so i dont tell them much but yeah its all goods now cause i got to wite this little story time hope you enjoyed this little inside from me have fun frens
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