Being Myself, Am i Enough? [Poem]

I’m the imperfect daughter

Also strict and high-temper sister

Among four siblings, I’m the eldest

And the first granddaughter, not the heiress

In some things I’m confident

And to people for me, who is not different

But I am also scared

About things that would hurt to be heard

In some ways I’ll be very loving

If you need my care, I could do the caring

I am also sick and tired

About sad and anger feelings I hide

In keeping my things, I’m careful and careless

Cause sometimes I am always making a mess

Some people hate me, because they misunderstood

About some of my attitude

Things that I don’t know I’m misguided

That’s because I am also mislead

My heart has been broken

Then it was back to whole again

On sky that’s so far

I do wish on star

Were I dream my dreams

Hope it would come true as it seems

I pray to GOD and cry my tears

So he would give me strength about my fears

I am willing to listen to others

If they have problem that bothers

My face smiles on my appearance outside

While my heart cries and dying inside

I could be your everything, when you fall

And if you don’t care, I am nothing at all