Farlan's Sister

Disturbed

"Look I acted the same way you did," Armin sighed," he is way stronger than me and I'm afraid he'll threaten my and he's also my best friend."

"Oh, I didn't know, "I cried and hugged him," I missed you."

"Same here."

"Does Mikasa know the truth?"

"She knows that you both aren't together any more and that Annie is Eren's girl friend." As soon as he said my heart was hurt and I sobbed more.  He tried to comfort me but it made no difference.

"How long they had an affair behind my back?" I asked scared of knowing the answer.

"For 3 months now?" 

" Why?"

"I don't know why, I'm sorry," he whispered as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I forgive yo-' I was about to finish until I got cut off.

"Cadets! No PDA! "The one and only Levi said separating us.

"No it's not like that," I managed to say before he shushed me.

"Shh, there's important stuff to do like cleaning stables." He dismissed Armin.

"What's your name?"he asked.

"(Y/N) Church, sir, Farlan's sister." I answered.

Levi's POV

"F..Farlan?" I stuttered back.

'God dammit why did I stuttered!' I yelled in my head.

 "Yes sir," she replied with a serious face my long lost friend once had.

"Come to my office at 5." I said already departing but I felt a tug on my sleeve.

"wait, what are going to talk about?"she ask with her eye full with curiosity Farlan once had.

"About your brother." Then I walked into my office.

Farlan and Isabel, my only family, are dead because but I won't regret it and I will protect Farlan's sister to show I'm thankful for having him in my life. And I will not regret my choice.

*Knock Knock*

"State your name and business," I stated wiping my coat from dust.

'ew dust,' I thought.

"(Y/N), you said that we'll talk." I got up and opened the door for her.

"Take a seat." I told her.

"Um, thank you," she thanked.

" So Farlan  was in a the same squad  with me. Farlan, Isabel and I were close. He told me he ran away from home because of economic issues and we became underground thugs until commander Erwin took us in. We were separated and he became squad leader. Our goal was to kill the commander but during the expedition I was focused on the mission  and..."I noticed that I was crying.

Your POV

"They died." I finished Levi's statement and looked up and saw him crying.

'What should I do?" I was grieving and he was regretting.

I didn't know or controlled myself but I walked to him and hugged him. Unexpectedly, he got up and hugged me back. I was warm and I felt safe in his arms.

" Brat if you think I'm regretting my choice, I'm not," he whispered making me shiver.

"I f you think I'm in pain I'm not," I lied.

Our noses touched at a point that our lips were too. 

'I had a weird feeling. I wanted to kiss him I don't know why. I wanted him to fix me. I wanted him to lo-'

*Knock Knock*

We pulled apart and sat back down. Levi had his tea like nothing happened.

"State your name and business," Levi stated.

"Petra sir, Commander Erwin sent me reports of the terrain we'll be exploring next."

"Come in"

A pretty lady with brownish blondish hair walked in and gave him the papers.

"Levi, I have to tell you something!" she said twirling her hair with her index finger.

I got up so I wouldn't such a bother.

"Can it wait?" Levi asked her probably not wanting me to leave.

"no." Petra replied.

I got up and left. As soon as fell on my bed many questions came to my mind.

'Do I like Levi?'

I don't know.

'Do I miss my Jaeger?'

I don't know.

I know nothing I want my old life back. There I cried my self to sleep.