Sacrifice

Part 11

Request: hi please continue Sacrifice please please please please ^_^ ^_^ <3 AND I haven't been online that much so I just only now read the new (10th) chapter of Sacrifice and.... HOW COULD YOU LEAVE OFF WITH SUCH A BOMB!?!? Thank you for writing such a wonderful story and I hope that you will soon find time to write another chapter for it, I cannot wait. I do hope that you have a happy ending planned for Lucifer :3

Reader Sex: Female

Reader Gender: Female

Pairing: Lucifer x Reader, slight Sam x Reader

Word Count: 2,865

Warnings: Angst, no smut in this part

Fic:

"Again?" Dean asks, "Seriously? Has Satan never heard of a condom?"

"It's not like we were trying," you tell him.

"Well does he know?" Dean questions.

"No," you say, your gaze drifting off to the next room over where Cas is playing with Belle, "I already took so much from him, I couldn't bear to cause him any more pain."

Gabe had brought Sam, Dean, and Cas to your hideout so that they could visit for Belle's first birthday. You hadn't started celebrating yet because you wanted to get this off your chest first. While Cas played with Belle, you sat across the kitchen table from the Winchesters, trying to explain your situation without bursting into tears.

"Have you spoken to him at all since you left?" Dean asks.

"Gabe tried setting up a connection, but it's too dangerous," you answer. You left out the fact that Gabe had brought you letters from Lucifer that you couldn't bring yourself to open.

Sam sits uncomfortably in his chair as Dean further questions you about your second pregnancy. He had greeted you and Belle, but he hadn't said another word since. You knew Sam had no sympathy for Lucifer or his situation, but you wished you could change that. Lucifer wasn't a villain and you wished you knew a way you could prove it to Sam.

"Look," you finally say, "It's Belle's birthday. Gabe can't come around much anymore because trying to hide his power and Belle's in the same place is becoming too difficult. She's already lost her Dad and now she's losing one of her uncles too. Can we please try to make today as normal for her as we can?"

"Yeah, sorry," Dean says, "Normal just seems a little weird right now, ya know?"

"Trust me, I know," you answer. Dean gives you a half hearted smile before pushing himself up from his chair.

"Hey Hell's Belles," Dean calls to your daughter as he heads into the next room, "Ready for cake?"

"Dea!" she cries happily as her honorary uncle picks her up from the floor.

"We - I'm - here for you Y/N," Sam says, reaching across the table to take your hand, "And I mean for anything, even babysitting or if you need someone to take you to the doctor. You know I'm not fond of Lucifer, but even though Belle and this second baby are his, they're yours too and I want to help."

"Thanks Sam," you tell him as you squeeze his hand. After everything Lucifer had done, you knew it was still hard for Sam to get past the idea that you loved Lucifer, but he was trying.

"Here comes the birthday girl!" Dean announces as he carries Belle into the room. She laughs and squeals as Dean bounces her up and down. "We demand cake, don't we?" Dean asks her.

"Cake!" she agrees. Everything was bitter sweet. Belle's first birthday should be a happy occasion, but the separation from Lucifer was heartbreaking. Your little girl was growing up, but her Dad wasn't there to see it.