Chapter 5

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Bruno's POV
"Thank you London!" I grab my water and rag and run off the stage. The crowd continues to chant and scream and I smile knowing I did them right.
After I shower I go onto my phone and thank London for an amazing night.
4 missed calls, 12 texts, and 1 missed FaceTime call, all from Karsen in the last week. Sighing I toss my phone and sit down, putting my hands over my face.
Doesn't she get I can't be with her?
I throw my concert bag over my shoulder and walk out to Phil and the guys. Not stopping to talk, I walk out of the arena and get into the car that will be taking me to my home for the night, another hotel room.
When I finally reach my room I throw my shit on my bed and yell out in frustration.
"Fuck!" I yell and slam my first into a wall.
The force of my fist only leaves a small dent in my wall, nothing too noticeable.
11:42pm in London. 3:42am in L.A.
Maybe I should just call her. Maybe this feeling of want. Need. Maybe it's not just one-sided. Maybe she needs it too.
Then reality punches me in the heart as it dawns on me that I can't be with her. I never could. My life is way too complicated for a normal girl like her. She wouldn't understand me leaving all the time. She wouldn't understand all the media. She wouldn't understand me.
Karsen's POV
No response. Left on read once again. Maybe I'm just wasting my time on him, seems like these feelings I'm having are just one sided. Sure I was only with him for a few hours, but those few hours were the most fun hours of my life. When we laughed I forgot all about my shitty life. I forgot all about my boyfriend.
He doesn't even give me the time of day. I bet I haven't popped into his head once since he dropped me off that day.
But then I catch myself listening to his music.
If you ever leave me baby leave some morphine at my door.
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Horrible update🙁 Sorry I haven't been active lately💔 also sorry if this is moving really fast, kinda how I want it to be but it's gonna slow down in a few chapters. I'm trying to get to the interesting parts of what I have planned for this book. I literally have like 80 ideas in my notes🤗 sorry for this really crappy update but thought u guys deserved something (by you guys I mean like the 4 people that read this😂) but I love you four readers❤️❤️

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