Honestly I don't anymore , I dont. Like it didn't last , and it won't, I don't (hey that rhymed). Why'd I even bother in the first place? Wow I'm disappointed in myself. Today was super crappy bc one of my bestfriends wasn't at school today and I was extra lonely. I'm also super clingy and annoying so that could also be why I had nobody else to hang out with. I wonder why they call people their "crushes". Oh right, ITS BECAUSE THEY CRUSH YOU. I'm scared for Wednesday because we have a trip and I feel I'm gonna be lonely. Well, enough feels in my head rn so I'm gonna yeet, bye.