I am..

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by Cosmic_undoing

by Cosmic_undoing

You know Me.
Happy.
A smile.
No. This is not entirely me.
The me you know is a name.
A perfect photo to convey the story
I
Want
You
To know.

This is the story pieces I chose to tell,
Not the entire story
Written in the book of my life.

You only see the photo ID
The perfect picture I chose for you all to look at.

I am
Depression.
I'm more than a frown.
I am
Sleep
Sadness.
Nothing
But
An empty mix of Emotions
Bottled Up to
Create a poisoned drink
I am a chapter of our
Book of life

I am
Anxiety
I'm hiding behind every
Wall
Door
Behind every object that will
Create a illusion that I'm
Not
There.
Cursing myself
"stupid! Why didn't you do that?"
"why did you do that!?"

I am
Paranoia
Constantly on guard.
Nothing goes unnoticed.
Over thinking
Over and over.
This and that.
Did I just hear a whisper in
The wall?
There's a hidden figure in my room, can't you
See
Him
Too?

I am
An illusion that tricked
You
Into believing my name
Defined
Me.

I am
I am
I am
I am

More than a name.
More than a smile.
More than the story I told you.