Today is Friday; I think.
All the days seem to blur into one long day.
Today I fell; down down the rabbit hole; always falling, nothing to catch me at the bottom.
I fall toppling and never catching my breath.
Time is slowing down every second; it feels like a million years.
"Bang" I hit the bottom and I feel nothing.
So I'll just lay here and wait till death claims me.
"Help me, save me" I plead to someone, anyone.
All I hear is the echo of my own dreams.
My mouth is numb so I can't talk.
Not even mice or bugs come near me.
My time is ending.
What a way to go huh, fallen down a hole with nothing to help me back up.
It's hard to be stuck on your own mind with the demon voices getting louder and louder each second.
Never lifting from the bottom, just lying here; broken.
One moment I was crying and next, a hand grabs me and pulls me out.
Who knows how long it will be for me to heal from the fall; but I will fight to get to the high ground and stay there.
