My Soulmate - Markjin

Saying Goodbye

Myeong P.O.V :

In the night .

Im so nervous. This is my first time , when I will visit Seoul. I always wanted , but I was too young. Im still young , and I have to live without my family for a long time. Im afraid . What if they will hate me ? Or worst , I cant be an Idol. This is one of my dreams , I want to make it. And now , maybe I can  . I hope everything will be okay. I dont know there anyone , just my grandmother . How will she take care of me , when she is ill. Im 18 , I cant take care of her. IBut I have to try my best.

The man who offered to me , the audition in Seoul sayd, I can stay there where the others will be , or I can live whit my grandmother. I should live , and somehow take care of her. But at the same time I have school , and I have to find a work , to collect money . How can I make this ? Life is so hard .

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Morning .

-Wake up ! You will miss your plane .-as my mom sayd this , she pulled of the blanket , and started to pull up the shutters . 

-I want to sleep more. Just 5 more minutes please !- I groaned and rolled in the bad to my other side , where the sunlight cant reach my eyes. But I falled and my face is  a part of the floor.

-Just wake up. Or you will not have breackfast !- at this point my mom walked off of my room and closed the door. WHAT ? No breackfast ? I cant let this.

I taked my suitcase , and run down the stairs . My dad was reading newpapers and mom was doing the breackfast. I cant wait . I have to eat or I will die right here. I stand up and moved to the fridge . I opened it and saw all my favourit foods there. But I cant eat much , I dont want to trow up in the plane ! I'll eat just ....Okay to be honest , I want to eat everything ! 

-Close the fridge . The breackfast is ready ! - I fast picked a banana and sat to my family.

-Are you scared ?- dad asked with a weird thone . Is he sad , because I will move to Seoul ?

I cant say that I am scared . I cant say this to them . They will worry about me , and I really dont want this to happen. I have to lie.

-Not really . No need to worry dad and mom.-I false smiled at them  and started to eat my banana. Im not really that hungry . My hunger just dissapeared . Im too frightened of the future...

We did not talk after this . Everybody was in silence . I dont want to leave them here , but I have to if I want to follow my dreams .

After breackfast we putted my things to the taxi and sayd goodbye for a long time .I was sitting in the taxi and starts to feel tears  in my eyes. I opened the the door and screamed after my parents .

-Please one hug , just one more.-I runned up to them and hugged them with all my heart . -I will miss you so much mom and dad. - And i started to cry.

-We will miss you too. But you can always call us and come back . You know , right ?-I  nodded  and my mom starts to cry too  . I can not look into her eyes. It hurts to see them like this.But I want to go and live my dream. I want to become an idol.

The man from the taxi sayd that we have to go. I kissed their forhead and sit back into the car.

Author :

It is hard to write this in anglish. Sorry if I made  some mistakes ! I will try to write it better next !