Jungkook x male reader

Chapter 1

My name is y/n I had just moved to seoul, I got an amazing job offer as an Executive assistant at a local company, I studied and worked hard for this, I'm 20 years old now, on the day I was almost finished unpacking, I looked out the window and remembered my past, how much I worked and studied to get myself through life alone...I was remembering my childhood in Busan, I remembered having a happy childhood

I had a neighbor named jungkook, our parents were friends, and eventually me and jungkook were together since birth
So we grew up together, and we were inseparable... or so I thought...

I knew jungkook had a great voice, but he was always so shy, and if youd ask him he would just tremble and stutter, or he would just not do it

It wasnt til we were around 14 I think, I started to feel a bit strange towards him... I felt angry whenever he was with a girl, and sometime Ihaf wierd thought about him
I was kinda young so I didnt knwo what it meant, I didnt understand
And I didnt realize til once he we were hanging out and he pretended I was some girl and backed me against a wall, I just could mot deal woth it at the moment so I yelled "stop it! You wanna get shot woth a minigun???"
Its something I always say, and I know he was just kidding around, I just wierd
So I just ignored it, and though of it as a normal thing

One day I managed to get him and audition, I was a bit scared and angry, I did it for him, he was really nervous the day he was going to leave for seoul, I told him to be confident and that he will pass

I always had an old lucky bracelet, and I gave it to him, and told him that if he wore it, he would succeed as an idol, he in return gave me his necklace silver necklace and told me that our luck would double if I wore it, but that was the last time I talked to him...

He never came back, never called, changed his number, his parents suddenly moved away

It was like my bestfriend just disappeared, and left no trace, And not long after, I lost my parents in a car accident

Everyone I cared about just disappeared, I was alone, but I had to move on
My moms dying words were to remember that I will never be alone, and that I should make her proud from the heavens

So I ended up being distant from everyone else I just felt like I didn fit in, even now I feel like I just dont fit in

And did I mention that the person I thought was my bestfriend, never came to my parents funeral? Not even his parents who were their friends

And suddenly I see that ge debuted in a boy group called BTS and is now mega succesful

I actually quite hate him now, its actually thanks to me that he is where he is...

He probably even forgot I exist...

But actually I do like BTS, im not a big fan, but I am and if I had to pick a bias it would have to be Suga

A new life in seoul... who knows how that will be

I decided to leave and go for see a friend, she lives in seoul, I met her when she went to busan on a trip

We became friends, she is gonna take me on a tour around the seoul

Btw money wasn't a worry, my parents had a an account and all theyre saving passed to me, including the are where my house lives, I sold it, but I kept my house, I couldnt bare to sell it,

And my studies were paid, since I had perfect grades
I have even been saving money for a car, and with the money ill get paid in my new job, I can definetly afford my dream car

Ive worked hard my entire life, to be someone my parents can be proud of
Im nearly there...

Sooyoung
-hey Y/n!!!
-over here

Y/n
-oh hey sooyoung
-long time no see

Sooyoung
-I know right
-finally, we can hang out more
-oh your busan accent is gone?

Y/n
-yess
-well its not gone, I practiced a lot to lose it, so I can have a seoul accent

Sooyoung
-oh okay, youre really good
-so lets go, I have a lot of great places to show you

She showed me the mall, great restaurants and a bunch of great places

And I took the numbers of all nearby places to get food that can deliver, Im not the best cook

But I can survive

Sooyoung
-so have you been?

Y/n
-ive been good

Sooyoung
-ohh... so how is dating y/n hmm??
-I have a friend I can present to you

Y/n
-you know I don't think that's the best thing
-I just moved here, and I dont think I dont have the time really

Sooyoung
-oh fine...

I was being sincere, but I honestly just wanst interested...

After all that, we said goodbye, it was already dark, but I wanted to walk a bit more, everything looked new and big
Without knowing I ended up in front of the BigHit building...
-so this is where you are now....
-you horrible person...
I said as I grabbed his neckace with my hand, I honestly dont know why I kept it...
I just did

After that I went home and just got to bed since I was really tired and fell asleep