Hard To Look The Other Way.

Who Am I To You ?

Who am I to you ? Where do we stand? Are you  my man ? You told me you were through and that you were leaving her for me. But it doesnt seem that way. We made plans some time ago keep putting me on hold. And on top of all this mess, word is getting back to me that you never claimed me. Aint what i heard. You said you loved me in December. It aint what i heard you said you loved me in December. I remember

Jujubee POV

 (A/N Since I added her close to the end we really didnt get to know about her so I have decided to do most of this chapter in Jujubee's POV)

My life growing up was pretty good. My family was like any other family.  I have an older brother who is very over protective. And a older sister that stayed in trouble. My parents were there when I needed them, well mostly my dad since he didnt work as late as my mom. We had money. Never really worried about bills. My mom is a lawyer. And my dad is a doctor. We moved alot. So thats how I ended up meeting the girls when I was younger. I never really saw my mom because she worked late hours, it didnt really bother me when i was in middle school, but by the time I was 16 it hit me. So I started acting out alot in high school. Started messing with the wrong people. Got caught up with the wrong people. Stealing, selling, and using drugs. Until I watched my homie Danny get shot right in front of me. After that I left the game and never went back. Started going back to school. And graduated with a 4.0. And went straight to college. Graduated from there got a job out here in Alanta. I thought I had it all until I meant. Thomas. I meet him at a club. We went out the next day. And from then we were unseperatlble. He said he had a girl but he was leaving her he for me. I beleived him. Then he dissapeared for a week. When I went over to his house he was high as a kite, and he had bruises all over him. He was limping. But I really didnt pay attention. He explained to me that his girl had left and know I could move in. I was excited. I moved all my stuff in. But I didnt give my house up. Just in case we broke up. I would have somewhere to go. He was good for the first three months. Then eveyrthing went black. He started beating me. I had to tell him where I went, when I went, how I went, why I went, who I went with. In other words that 5w's & 1h. I tried to leave. But everytime I do something keeps pulling me back. But now I know I'm tired of this. I wanna go and see the girls. Since Niya just had the baby and all. Maybe I should tell them about this. Maybe they'll tell and get me outta of this. I dont know. I just know I needa get out of here quick.

"Hey baby"

"Thomas" I said. Ughh he really urks the crap out of me. Come scrolling in the house like he a "G", boy please. Sit you ratchet ass down

"You wanna go to the room"

"No I wanna go home"

"Baby, you are home"

"No I'm not, I DONT feel safe here" I screamed at him I was tired of his bullcrap. All he does is hit me and it's more than annoying. I dnt understand why this always happens to me. I always get caught up in the bad mess.

"Who you talking to"

"You" I said. I put my finger in face."Im sick and tired of being sick and tired of your mess." I breathed in. "Everyday its the same thing no matter what I do your always yelling at me for it"

"You needa-"I cut him off

"No its my turn to talk" now I really had his attention. "Now Ima ask a question then and only then can you talk. Why do you do this"

"You wonder why i'm always doing what do" he questioned me

"Yes, I do. Now answer my question"

"Because you make me"

"How do I make you"

"Your just one in a million, I dont want no one else to have you"

"Puhh-lease I have heard that before, and the sweet baby talk dont work no more...You know how I feel? I feel like you just wanna feel like your in charge, so you beat women...you wanna feel like you rule the world. But news flash you are NOT God...you are this little boy who needs  attention but no one will give it to you...haha another news flash thats all I did to you when we first met...I did nothing but love you and how did you repay me...not in love...not in care...but with beatings...you hurt me more than I thought I couldve been"  I was crying not out of hurt but out of anger,

"I didnt" I cut him off again

"I'm gone...I'm done...I've tried so hard to be with you but it turns out you didnt want me...your like every other little boy...you just want my cookie jar" I left and never looked back. I had already had a bag in the car. From coming back to him I never took in the house. I drove the whole way to Cali and when I got there I found alot of suprises.

Diggy POV

Knock, Knock,Knock

Who is this at 8 in the morning.

"Hey" Havent seen this face in a while. Wonder why she's here

"Why you here so early, woke me up out of my peaceful sleep."

"Goodmorning to you to, but where is Niya"

"With Roc"

"This early"she questioned me

"We broke up like three months ago"

"Ohh, why is she with Roc" she questioned again. Why she talk so much all I wanna do is go back to sleep

"He's the baby daddy"

"Dang she pl- awww im so sorry"

"Hahaha very funny, what do you want"

"Can I stay here"

"Sure"

"Thanks" she said then she kissed me. On the lips not like one of those pecks, she went french on me. I mean she's cute and all. But i'm still in love with Niya...or am I.

"You can stay as long as you like" 

Hi you alI.  Okay whoever can tell me who this song is by or what the name of it is or both the next chapter is dedicated to you. And whoever can guess who is at Diggys door at 8 in the morning get the next chapter dedicated to them.