Her Lovers (Amy Lee)

He Left Me For The Fame

THIS IS ONLY A FICTION!!

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AMY'S POV

10-22-03
In the tour bus after the show

"PLEASE!! BEN! DON'T LEAVE ME!! AND OUR BAND! WE WORK TOGETHER TO FORM THIS BAND!" I said while crying to Ben as he leaves then he faced me
"You want to know the truth!? I FUCKING CAN'T TAKE IT!! I AM SO TIRED LOVING YOU, AMY!! .WE ARE DONE .WE ARE NOT A FUCKING COUPLE ANYMORE!! You know what!? I don't love you since the beggining!! I just used you for the fame!" Ben said I was so shocked that time. My tears turned to anger "IF YOU WANT THAT THEN GET ON THE PLANE AND NEVER COME BACK!!" I shouted at him and I took off the engagement ring and threw it off to him. And he did he just leave with disappointed face trying to hide from me. I feel sorry for what I said "I HAVE LOVE YOU" I whisper as he walked away.

BEN'S POV

In the Airplane

"IF YOU WANT THAT THEN GET ON THE PLANE AND NEVER COME BACK!" My only love said ,when she shouted that sentence at me, I feel my heart turned into pieces."You want to know the truth!? I FUCKING CAN'T TAKE IT!! I AM SO TIRED LOVING YOU,AMY!!. WE ARE DONE .WE ARE NOT A FUCKING COUPLE ANYMORE!! You know what!? I don't love you since the beggining!! I just used you for the fame!" I didn't control my words that time, I didn't really mean what I said because I have anger problems. She was seducing her male fans in the fan meeting or it was just my imagination or I'm jealous ,I think she is just really sweet to her fans? I just want to be famous but the fame is a mistake a really huge mistake,and I didn't noticed that I'm now crying, I really love her I just lost her, my diamond...I send her a message that I wished her good luck on the next recording

AMY'S POV

In the tour bus

I felt my cellphone vibrate ,I take a look at it. It's Ben ,why would he send message to me? I open it and he wishing me a good luck ,I didn't text him back ,I leave it there and deleted his number . He hurt me so much. I don't want him anymore. I try not to think at him we have a show later maybe I will burst out into tears so I stop thinking of him.

In their house, Arkansas, after the show

As I got home ,I'm trying to not cry in front of my family I think they noticed me I keep spacing out all the time. They keep asking what's wrong with me and why is it Ben is not with me. I just shrugged, I don't want them to know about us. That night everyone is sleeping except my me and my mom because we're waiting for my dad to come home then my mom noticed that I don't have my engagement ring in my finger "Honey! Where's your ring!?" My mom asked me and then my tears fell that I am not aware of. I started to cry, I try to stop it but it didn't work . My mom hugged me "Don't worry ,Sweetheart. Everything is fine now" I keep crying I didn't say a word "Because I didn't noticed him that he truly loves you when he proposed to you but you keep telling me that he really loves you" My mom said. "You're right ,mom *sobs* he shouted at me that he didn't love me since the beggining he used me" I said while crying hard because I love him very much but he doesn't love me back.Then my mom told me to sleep because it's Carrie's birthday and to feel better tommorow party. And my dad got home when I'm asleep then my mom told dad what happen during the tour. I know that he will be angry to Ben because he didn't keep his promise to dad.

In the morning , my mom asked me to buy some ingredients for the foods in the party and dad will order a cake. And I bought a gift for my sister before shopping some ingredients. When I enter I took a cart but it's seems really weird that the people in here seems like they saw a ghost, they all looking at me because I'm Amy Lee from Evanescence right? Hahaha but it's more important the ingredients not their stares at me. And I'm at the end of the grocery store ,there's nothing people here except me, so I feel good no one is here, no one staring at me weirdly. When I'm picking ingredients I sense presence that someone is here, I looked back then I saw BEN! Oh my God I can feel my tears in eyes ready to come down but I hold it back and I think he didn't noticed me so I slowly move out at here but he looked at me, he's shoked then I ran out he caught my arm "Amy Wait!! I'm Sorry!" SORRY!? he meant what he said to me there's no turning back! "Ben! Let me go there's no way I can forgive you!" I shouted to him angrily "But I didn't meant that, you know I have anger problem" he said "That's the reason why we always fought that time, you were always angry at me even I didn't made anything wrong in our relationship, BEN!!" I can see he's sadness in his eyes "And you always telling me that I always cheat to you even I'm not, I'm Fucking sick of you!!"I said "You just want the fame , not the music!! I said at last then I paid my groceries I left him disappointed there ,well whatever he hurts me a lot. Then I go home to prepare the party. "Hey Carrie!" I call and she walks toward me "what is it ,Sister Amy" Carrie said "Here's your gift! You will love it!" She took it from me then open it and it's her favorite shirt "Wow!! I love it! You remember it?!" She said "How could I forget that? You always want that shirt right?" I said "Thank you, Sis!" She hugged me I hugged her back .I remember Bonnie ,my tears ran down my cheeks. I missed her so much...

BEN'S POV

In his car

I can't believe I just saw her again she's so beautiful and... hot, I know she's not a temperature *laughs*. I wanted to say sorry to her but she didn't let me explain . I blew it .I think there's no way I can take her back to me .I lost her for sure... While I'm thinking about her I didn't realize that I'm having a boner Oops! I drove my car to my home not my family's near Amy's family house but I'm still here in Arkansas. I missed her...

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