Handcuffed

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POV Dean

I leave the house at exactly 8 am like every morning. I have a very structured week, I go to sleep at 9:15 and sleep until  6:15 so my body gets enough rest, but not too much. I shower for 15 minutes, get ready in 45 minutes and then have 30 minutes to eat. The last 15 minutes I spend talking to my parents. If you didn't notice, I am what Everyone would call a freak or nerd or whatever. I have straight A's in every subject I am never to late and I love Science Fiction movies. I also love reading, so I spend my lunch at the library. I really enjoy reading because I can escape the real world and live in my own for at least a little while. I get bullied everyday for being this big nerd I am and for being... gay... yes I am gay. There. I said it.

Here where I live this is everything but normal. All people around me are so homophobic and all have a stick up their arse. All except my parents and maybe a few people at my school.

My Family  accepts me and tells me that I am okay the way I am and everything I love them with all my heart. I could not imagine a life without them.

I have had 1 Boyfriend before and I loved him just as much as I love my family. But unfortunatley his parents got divorced and his mom and he had to move to Germany. I have never seen him again. Technically we didn't really break up but I don't think he would consider me his boyfriend anymore.
We called a few times but since the calls between Germany and the UK are really expensive, we didn't havr much time. The last months I didn't hear from him but I don't mind. It helped me get over him.
I still love remembering the time I spend with him. I felt safe when I was with him. I have never felt this kind of attraction to anyone since he left.
I arrived at school in time and went to my locker.

Like every day the jocks were already waiting for me. Every morning. I try ignoring their mean comments and just walk past them but they shove me into some random locker. "Ow" I say rubbing my arm in pain. I have a lot of bruises caused by them.

 "Stop beinging such a whiny bitch and man up, faggot. Oh wait. What a double Standard. I don't think you can do that, being the faggot you are with a dick up your arse. " Jack, their Leader- I guess you could say - said.

Wow. How original. Its not like I hear that every damn day.