Dear Levi

A

Hey! Last chapter :( It's a longer one

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To: yeldarb_ivel17@gmail.com

From: nunyaidk@gmail.com

Dear Levi,

My name is on the list. You did not fall astray (thank God!).

This is possibly last message to you. You can send me messages from here on out but I will only respond if you figure it out. Good luck, Levi!

Your final word is: each

Sincerely,

A

P.S. The thing I wanted to say to you was... I really wish we hadn't drifted apart because of our Bear. He was amazing and it hurt us both but you shouldn't have left because you were hurting, even if you thought I was better off. I was really hurt as well and when you left, I was just about stabbed in the heart. I thought... I thought we were meant to be...

^^^

To: nunyaidk@gmail.com

From: yeldarb_ivel17@gmail.com

Dear 'A',

I know it's been a day but I needed to process everything and go over the clues you left. Here are all the words:

-Name

-My

-Is

-Together

-Put

-Wrote

-I

-Letter

-Each

If you read that backwards it says: each letter I wrote put together is my name. And each letter you wrote was:

A

L

E

K

S

A

N

D

R

A

Aleksandra.

You were my best and closest friend along with our Toby-Bear. I was in total shock when we found out from our parents telling us that Bear's parents had just called, sobbing hysterically, that he'd committed suicide. I felt like it was all my fault. I wasn't a good enough friend and I felt like it would make you do the same thing if we stayed friends longer. I was young and even more stupid then than I am now and I'm so sorry, Alek. I wish I hadn't done that and I wish my stupid self hadn't done so many things to try and forget you and Toby-Bear. You want to know how I dealt with my grief? I started to give myself cuts on my wrists. When some of them became noticeable by others and they questioned about it, I moved to the top half of my legs. I continued doing that, trying to take away all my memories about you and him up until I started to think about committing suicide myself. It was my freshman year and some people were still calling me that stupid nickname. I hated it. I went to the bathroom after one of my classes and locked the door behind me. I just stared at my reflection for a while. I started to wonder if it would be better if I just killed myself then and there. I pulled out one of my blades and started to make a cut on my wrist again when a kid walked out of one of the stalls. He took one look at me and held out his hand asking for the blade. I gave it to him hesitantly and he threw it right in the trash. He looked me in the eyes and said, "You are way better than that. You know that there are people out there that care about you, that are worried about you, that know how amazing you are. There is someone out there, waiting for you to sweep them of their feet with some amazing grand gestures because they really care and love you. If you care and love them back, you'll stop and think about this. Then you'll stop doing this all together and take care of yourself. Got it?" I nodded my head and watched him leave the bathroom while taking all of what he'd said in. "If I care and love them back" were the words that really got to me. I knew that Bear wouldn't want me to be doing this. I knew that my parents wouldn't want me to be doing this. And most of all, I knew you wouldn't want me to be doing this. I had to stop. After that day, I brought a pen or sharpie with me. Whenever I felt the urge to cut, I'd draw or write things on my arm instead. It really did work. I also got involved with more things after school so I wouldn't have more time to contemplate my life and other things of that sort. I did it for my family, I did it for my friends, and I did it for Toby-Bear. Aleksandra, I really did most of it for you. It hurt me leaving you and it hurt me seeing you alone which is why I did all of that. I wish I had just gotten better and then went back and became friends with you again, but I was caught up with being a stupid popular kid. I swear, when monday comes, I will be sitting and walking and talking with you the whole day. I will make sure to be around you whenever you need me to be there and I will always have your back. I promise you from the moon and stars above to the living things below.

Love always,

Levi (your loyal and faithful knight in shining tinfoil)

P.S. Will you go out with me and be my date to the prom?

P.P.S Sorry that was such a long paragraph. I kind of started ranting...

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THE END!!!!!! XD YAY!!! Hope you people enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it! :)

RRA: A window! (Not dedicated to anyone...)

Alright. In the first chapter I said this but I'm re-writing it on here so it's easier (maybe). Should I or should I not write an epilogue for this?

~Yes~

~No~

Comment your thoughts! :)