I'll Always Love You

Chapter Twenty

I was nearly healed and it was just Elton, Aaron, Sam, and Colby home now. Devyn and Corey went home to Florida for Thanksgiving. Elton is leaving tonight to get with Amber to her familie's. But, it's gonna be us four on Thanksgiving.

But, we didn't mind. I was making ribs, brisket, and a small honey glazed ham. With a lot of sides obviously. But, it's two days until Thanksgiving. So, I don't need to start anything at all yet.

Obviously we all talked about it and we were gonna spend the day together. As a family of our own.

I was resting on the couch with my head in Aaron's lap and feet at the other end of the couch where Circa laid on them. I was trying to nap but they were being decently loud while playing video games. But, I honestly didn't mind. It was sorta funny..

After ten minutes of laying down and listening to Sam, Colby, Elton, and Aaron screaming, I got up and went into the kitchen.

Where I started making everyone lunch, sandwhich's and chips. I made all the sandwhichs on Wheat bread, american cheese, a bit of mayo, some mustard, lettuce, tomatoe, and some ham I made for dinner last night. I left off whatever I knew they didn't like and grabbed one of the tray's.

When I sat all the food on it I walked out to them wherer they instantley paused it. I told them everything on it and they thanked me. I sat the chips down and let them pick between the small indivual bags. I sat back down, groaning a bit but ignoring it.

As we ate Buddy was playing with a chew toy I bought him a few weeks ago. I felt like a slob... I was wearing sweats and a hoodie that I had worn for the past like three days. It hurt to stand too long, like in the shower. Or I'd just push it off for a minute. I know I needed to tonight though.

I also noticed comments on all my videos I'd upload... Everyone saying I was getting fat and less pretty. I haven't worn make up in a long time and all I've worn are sweats, shorts, and bathingsuits.

I don't even let the guys record when I'm in shorts or a bathinsuit because I don't want them to notice. Nobody seemed to notice it hurt my feelings.. But, everytime I found a comment, I deleted it quickly.

My plate was still half full, but I gave it to Elton to finish. Who happily took it. When they all finished, Elton went to finish packing his bags. Sam and Colby decided to leave for the night to drive a few hours and make a video. It was only 1:00 in the afternoon but the place was two and a half hours so they had to leave now.

Finally, it was just Aaron and me home once Elton left. Buddy and Circa were passed out in their beds and we had picked up the trash.

We were now laying in Aaron's bed, he was editing a video and I had my head buried into his side. My arms wrapped around him loosely as he edited.

I felt really happy, and he made me feel so much better about everything on YouTube and such. Aaron sat his laptop on the bedside table and moved down to lay down by me, pulling me into his chest.

We laid on the bed just cuddling. I kissed his cheek and nuzzled my face into his neck. He kissed my forehead and wrapped the blanket around us.