She’s gone now, and she’ll never come back. Now that I have admitted all of my mistakes and now she left me. I’m such rubbish.
That’s all I can say as the coffin of my girl friend, Nina go 100 feet underground. I know I’ll never see her smile again. I’ll never see her face again. I’ll never taste her sweet lips. I’ll never see her again. Ever.
I remember the day when she tragically died and left me alone in this big world.
After the concert, I was surrounded with girls of different ages, but all of them are teenagers. All of them are my pretty hot fans; I mean literally they were hot and pretty. Jackpot for Justin Drew Bieber!
I was having a quality time flirting with this girl named Alyana. She’s pretty hot, and she has this beautiful curve I had never seen in any girls I have met, even in my girl friend Nina.
“Ohh my Gosh, Justin! You’re so sweet! ’’ -Alyana
“Yeah baby, I can do more than that! ’’- Justin
Alyana then grabbed me and sealed it with a kiss. Her kiss was aggressive and full of force, but to admit it, I like it a lot. I kissed back, and it turned out to be a make out session. Here at the backstage of my concert, making out with this random girl.
I felt like someone was watching us, that’s why I pulled back. But to my surprise, there was my girl friend, with her mouth wide open and tears streaming down her eyes. She seemed to be glued in her spot but it took forever for her to realize that.
“I can’t believe you, Justin. ’’- Nina
“Nina let me explain...”- Justin
“Ohh Justin, stop lying! You’re cheating and that’s it. I HATE YOU!” –Nina
She walked out and I kept telling her to wait for me, but she kept on walking. When I know she’s already pissed, she faced me, still crying.
“And hey Justin, you’re going to be a father soon. I hope you will be guilty now.
Those words struck in my ears. She won’t let me be the father of my own child? She won’t let my child experience the feeling of having a father? This is insane! I won’t let that happen.
“If you’re gonna take away the baby, then kill me first. We should raise him or her together.”- Justin
“Just enjoy with your girls, Justin. I didn’t need you. The baby didn’t need you. We didn’t need you.”- Nina
“Nina please—”- Justin
“Whatever.”- Nina
She walked into the parking lot and into her car. She’s still crying. She was starting the ignition and I was pleading her to talk to me, but she won’t listen. I run to my car to go after her, to tell her that I’m so sorry that I have done those things.
As we headed to the south, my heart pounded as I know her speed is exceeding to 100.
12:51 PM…
My dream of being a good dad, my dream of being a perfect husband, will be gone forever.
A truck was heading towards her car. And she was not overtaking. I was praying now. I’m praying for Nina and my baby’s life. I’d die without her. I’d die without our baby.
But with just a wink of an eye, I lose the most important people in my life.
I found myself crying in the side of the road with sirens of police cars and ambulance. I’m alone. No one telling me everything’s gonna be alright like how Nina do when my grandpa meet an accident.
I found the fragile body of my girl friend lying on a stretcher. I felt numb. Blood cover her angelic face. I approach her and she spoke up.
“Justin, hold my hand and don’t ever let go.”- Nina
“I’ll never let go Nina, I promise.”- Justin
We arrived in the hospital. She’s still breathing. I’m telling her not to give up for our baby, and for me.
The door of the emergency room closed and I waited impatiently outside. I’m praying to God that He’d save the girl I love, as well as our baby.
I began to blame myself. This is my entire fault. We should be raising our child together. Nina would be the best mom if this accident didn’t happen. It’s better if I’m the one who would die.
“Who’s the relative of the patient?”- Doctor
“I’m her husband. How’s Nina?”- Justin
“We’re sorry Mr. Bieber. We have done everything we can, but the damages were lethal.”- Doctor.
I run as fast as I could to the emergency room like I will see her still breathing.
I saw her lying on a bed covered with blood. Her body is stiffened and her eyes were shut. Tears start falling from my eyes. I know now, that she had left me.
“JUSTIN…”
She was calling my name. I wipe my tears and sat beside her. I held her hand and kissed it.
“I didn’t mean to kill our baby, Justin. I swear.”- Nina
“No one’s blaming you, Nina…”- Justin
“I’m sorry, Justin. I wasn’t a good mom. I killed our baby.”- Nina
“You kept the baby even if I’m cheating on you. You should be proud of yourself. I’m sorry Nina. I should’ve not cheated on you.”- Justin
“It’s ok, Justin. Don’t blame yourself.”- Nina
She smiled. Her face was becoming pale now. I was forcing myself to smile but I can’t. The tiny teardrops start falling from my eyes. She can’t die. I love her.
“Justin, promise me you’d love again. That you’d love someone as much as you do to me…”- Nina
“I can’t. I love you so much...”- Justin
“Please…”- Nina
If I have to, I will. But I can’t. She’s the only one I love. No one can take that away from me.
“You’ll always have a special place in my heart, Nina. I promise.”- Justin
“I know I’ll leave you in good hands now, Justin. I love you so much; no one can take that away.”
Her voice faded as her eyes shut. I was watching my life vanish in the surface of the earth.
‘.. I hope you will be guilty now.”
Yes. I’m still guilty now. Memories of her still haunt me. But I need to fulfill my promise to her. The promise to love somebody else but to leave a special place for her in my heart.
“SHE’S THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY...”
