ONE SIDED LOVE

I am a simple girl who fall in love with my best friend. I remember the first time I saw him, my heart beats so fast. From that time I can't understand why but sooner I realized that it was a love at first sight.

We became bestfriends. We became close and open from each other.

One day he ask me a question. He ask me if who is my crush. I almost want to say his name because it is my chance but my fear goes over me. So I said another guy and when the time that I ask him, he also said another girl.

Another thing that I can't tell my real feeling for him is that I'm afraid to ruin our friendship. So I just kept quiet. I'm finding the right time and enough courage to confess my feeling. and I'm also afraid of rejection. I don't know what should I do if he reject me and I'm not sure if we can return our friendship. so right now I think its better for me to keep quiet and hide my feelings for him.....

Now, here I am, a third year student. I thought, as the time passed by my feelings will fade away but it became more powerful. Until now I'm still finding courage.

One day, he ask a favor from me. I don't really want to grant his favor but I should as a bestfriend.

That was the most horrible favor that he ask to me. Because he want me to help him make the girl he liked fall in love with him. Isn't it too hard on my part? What should I do? Grant his favor, to make him happy? or ignore it caring about your feelings?

Sooner I realized that I should grant his favor. Because they say if you really love someone, you will do everything, anything  that will make him happy. You should sacrifice your own feelings if you really loved him.....

One day I saw him talking all by his self.

"Can you be my girl"

These sentence I heard from his mouth. He repeat this sentence again and again.

I just ignore him. I think it's part of our play for English.

When I open my locker, I saw a letter. the letter told that I should go to the university pool this 5:00 pm. I'm very curious about the letter. I'm not sure if I'm safe there. But I think I should come because no one can just go to university pool without permission of our principal. I think it is important.

When the bell rang at 5:00, I ran until I reach the university pool. When I enter, I saw a petals of roses at the pool. I'm very curious. I suppose to go out, suddenly I hear a  guitar and after a few second someone started to sing. And someone came out.

"Do you hear me? I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, oh baby I'm trying"

There's a moment of silence. Suddenly I started to sing while walking closer to him

"Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when the life gets hard"

(We both sing while dancing.)

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes,

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I

will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

( I sing)

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

(he sing)

Though the breezes through the trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning 'round

You hold me, right here, right now

(both of us sing)

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

Ooh ooh ooh,ooh

After singing there's a balloon fly up in the sky with the banner: Can you be my girl?

"No other than you, my best friend"

"Can you remember the time when I ask you if who is your crush? When you said other guy it hurts me very much. When you ask me too, I really want to say your name but I can't. From that point I consider myself as a one sided lover. But I didn't surrender, cause I feel that you love me too. Do you remember when I ask a favor from you? I don't really want to make her fall in love with me. I just want to make us closer from each other and it is very effective. So now here I am in font of you." he said

I'm very speechless. My tears start to drop.

"What is your answer?"

"Of COURSE, ITS A YES" I shouted.

I hugged him very tight. During the JS Prom, he is my escort and he is my first dance.

Now I realized that direct confession is very important....

its very funny when both of you think that you feel.........

ONE SIDED LOVE

~The End~

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