Lost It All- (Andy Biersack Love Story)

Chapter 6

ANDY'S POV

"What do you want Biersack?" Kat said in an angry tone. I knew this was a bad idea, but Sammi insisted that I come here. 

"Andy, I am telling you, just go over there and talk to her. She may be mad at the start, but she will come through" Sammi said  as she drove me back to the new house to give me space from the others. 

"She clearly stopped talking to me for a reason. Maybe she thinks I would be a bad dad. Maybe she thinks I ruined her life by getting her pregnant. She obviously never wants to see me again, she had moved on from me." I retaliated. Sammi pulled the car off the side of the road quickly, which startled me. SDhe held onto the wheel as she took a deep breath.

"Since the secret it spilled, I may as well tell you anyway." Sammi said with her eyes closed.

"Tell me what?" I asked with curiosity. 

"Kat doesn't think you would be a bad dad, she really doesn't. She always went on about how good a dad you would be. She also doesn't believe that you getting her pregnant ruined her life. The complete opposite infact. After you guys broke up, that baby was what she had left of you. The reason she stopped talking to you is because she believes she would have ruined YOUR life." Sammi said, looking me dead in the eye. I was taken back in shock.

"What? Is she insane!? How could she think that?" I was basically yelling, begging for answers. 

"She thought she would ruin your career, that your fans would leave if they found out that their favourite singer had a kid already. It was the hardest decision of her life. She was depressed for months afterwards. She had nightmares, about you leaving her, telling her that she ruined your life. Tam, Scout and I could do nothing but let her cry on our shoulders. Tam moved into her house just to make sure she was always okay. There are days, she can't even look at your twos child because all she could see is your face. I know that she will come around, because she has been waiting for you to come back." Sammi said, almost with an angry tone in her voice. The rest of the car trip was fillled with silence.

"Kat, I honestly did not come here to start any trouble. I just want to talk in a civilised manner." I said, trying to remain calm, hoping my nerves did not show through.  Kat still looked mad before Tam put her hand on Kat's shoulder. Kat looked down at Tam and the two exchanged looks. She took a deep breath and nodded.

"Andy and I will be in our room. Call out when you are ready." Tam said in a calm voice.

"Okay." Kat said with her eyes closed. Tam walked of into the house, so it was only me and Kat left alone. "It is hot out, come in and we can talk inside." Kat said, her voice now calm, allowing me to relax a little. 

"Should I, uh, take my boots off?" I was so fucking nervous. Kat looked back with a a tiny tiny smile playing on her lips.

"Don't bother, this house is a wreck as it is. Anyone would think storm blew through." She replied. I walked into the house and closed the door behind me. It was so modern but at the same like, had a vintage victorian feel to it.I followed Kat threw the house, going through the living room, which had blankets sprawled around it. I stopped to look around. Kat stood in the door way, watching me, but did not stop me from looking.

Photos lined a glossy black cabinet with clear glass doors. I couldn't help but look at each one. She had photos with her parents, with Tam, Sammi, Scout, but what made em happy, was seeing that she had framed the photo she had taken with MY parents. I then slightly froze and I saw she still had a photo of us together, at one of my shows. What made me freeze even more, is when I saw the photo beside it. It was Kat in a hospital bad, holding a new born baby. I studied the picture until Kat coughing brought me back to reality.