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The things I have seen

As a kid I haven't really to say the least the good in the world as in I could see that things are awful my father would be drunk often and at the point that one they he was about to leave my mother, another is the fact of seeing a crime happen in front of my home as the cops were surrounding a house that was being held hostage by a man, and another in elementary on person I knew was being kidnapped out of the school playground out of no where as a man was waiting for his prey. The truth is my life I have seen horrible things happen my cousin died at school, my uncle died in a violent car crash sending his car and him crashing in the freeway. The more I think about life it's a unfair game to those who have done nothing wrong as all the cards get played I even seen friends of mine hurt and even shattered inside I want to help them but the more I think about it life is something cruel that those who can deal with it survive...
I even have to deal with knowing my town has had a man gunning down people down town who were cops and have my neighbor die right beside my home two weeks ago so what you have experienced I have heard it from my friends they have dealt with them and I have too as my friend was going to get violated, my friends dad left him on his birthday, and even have to deal with the very people who play with their emotions as if it where a game. So if you think you are alone with these things you aren't after all me and hundreds of thousands have dealt with what you have and trust me keeping things inside it probably won't help so try to talk about it to someone because everyone has dealt with problems.