Deaths
People see as bright as the gates of heavens grief.
Life is meaningless to me.
We live we die either way.
Why doesn't god have a grave.
I place flowers everyday on a patch of dirt and there I'll wait
For something to change
My lord
I wish to see God
So I sit and pray but then it's already day
I wait and wait but there no signed
Maybe God abandoned me
I cry and cry will no hope
So I grab a knife and end my life
Hoping to see him there
I'm Different
Laugh and cry
Everywhere I go
Why do people even do those things if you are going to die
Life is helpless
A needle in your heart
I wish I can end it now
But my mom told me to live
That someday I will fine someone
I try and try but it's no uses
I sorry mom but this isn't my life
I new that I was different
My Life is a Pain
My life sucks
My family hates me
Hurts me with words
Everyday
One day I had enough
My feelings burst out with tears
They make fun of me
And makes it worse
Why am I in this family if they don't love me
I rather be in a family that wants a daughter
They will love me and care for me
And at last I will be happy
But no
My wish will never come true.
