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Your Not Sorry

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Jayla

I stopped at Steak N Shake since my ass was hungry like hell. I haven't really ate anything today come to think about it. After ordering the things I craved for, I pulled up the window to pay, and receive my food.

"Strawberry mango, hamburger, and an m&m shake."the dude spoke.

"Yes", the guy looked so familiar. I couldn't put my finger on where I saw him before, but he reminded me so much of my brother
"Jon Jon?"

"Jayla?"he dropped my mango onto the ground. A car behind me honked their horn, I drove over to the parking lot. I got out, and rushed inside the restaurant.

"Where's Jon-Jon?"I asked a lady who's name tag said manager.

"Who?"she asked.

"John."I mumbled out.

"Oh, he's right over there."she pointed at the cash register. Wasn't this dude just working the back? I walked over to the cash register, with my arms folded.

"John."

"Jayla."he started off while sighing. "Can we talk in a few minutes? My shift is halfway over."

"Okay. I'll be in the back corner." He nodded his head, while I walked towards the back. I really didn't even care about my food, I'll get my money from Jon-Jon when I'm about to leave.

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"Hey."I heard Jon-Jon slide in the other seat.

"Hey."I replied dryly.

"You've grown so much."he smiled.

"What'd you expect? For me to be the same 6 year old girl you, mama, and daddy left?"

"I didn't say that."

"You didn't have to. How could y'all do that to me? I had to raise myself!"

"It wasn't like we intended to do it on purpose! We had a reason!"

"I don't fucking care! I was motherfucking 6 years old, I had to teach myself the ways of life!"

"I'm sorry."

"I don't give a rats ass."

"May I have your number, at-least?"

I sighed, as I took a pen out of my purse. I reached for a napkin and began writing down my number. I got up from the table, leaving without my money. You know if I'm leaving without my money that I'm hella pissed off.

**

Khlaid looked like a baby sleeping. The way his lips puckered out when he slept, and the way his tattoos glistened on his body. I'm truly blessed with a man like him.

I tried not to wake him up, but I was struggling with taking my shoes off.
"Where you been?"I heard him groan as he turned over to face me.

"Dani's, then Steak 'n Shake. Baby, we need to talk."I said sitting down on the bed. He nodded his head, and sat up. He wrapped his arms around me.

"I've never told you about my family."I started off. "I was close to them growing up, but at the age of 6 they disappeared without an explanation. I had to grow up, and learn things my own way. I lost love for them at the age of 11, but I ran into my brother and he didn't seem sorry at all about what they did to me."I spoke as a tear fell out of my eye.

Khalid shook his head, and wrapped his arms around me. "Baby I'm sorry. Did you atleast give your brother your number?"

I nodded my head while sniffling. "Look, get some rest."he kissed my lips.

"Can you hold me?" **play song in MM**

"Yes I can baby."we both laid down and he wrapped his muscular arms around my small, petite frame. Cuddling literally kills my thoughts. I just feel safe in his arms, I feel at peace with my life.

I don't know where I stand with my family, it wouldn't hurt to reach out to them. I miss them dearly, but I don't know if I love them anymore. That hurted. They left me without an explanation. Enough of this, its time for me to be at peace.

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I know this chapter sucked ass, excuse me. But, in honesty I hated it. Please, feel free to comment, and vote'