Where the fuck you been
Shit I don't know
Sitting here figuring out should write these notes
Should I trust god maybe not through all the pain, that I fought
I heard you got locked up in jail, because you were so thrilled
I thought I was your son but I guess not
You chose drugs over me that's what I thought
Shit I even started smoking weed
to be just like you
That's all I ever fucking needed
You left before I was even born
Shit that made me fuckin torn
You couldn't even come see me
Because you where addicted to that green
You are a fucking loser
You left my mom
For some thots
Oh my fucking god
This makes me so mad
Because you got up and left
I just want to put a plastic bag And pull a trigger on your fucking head
She was only 14, you got her pregnant when she wasn't really a teen
I don't ever want to meet you now
Your nothing to me now
I bet your lab blew up
But you didn't and that's what sucks
You're in jail trying to bust a nut
To all the guys in there
That's trying to fuck
You don't know what my momma been through
Taking 7 years to go to school
Waking up every morning to a crying baby
Making me sandwiches, she couldn't be lazy
she was only 15 when he had me
My grandma and grandpa was next to her on the daily
Putting me through school when I was so lazy
And focused on that pussy
Now it's time for me to grow up
This song is me trying to be tough
This is me speaking the truth
Because you are so rude
Im over here reminiscing
About what I'm missing
Now its time for me to go home and start the mission.
I was having a baby on my own
and I wasnt going to leave them alone
It was my choice
and ill stick to it
because because we gotta get through it
we gotta fight and we gotta make it
even if its putting all my money on it
