Dear diary,
Last night was hell... My "wonderful" dad decided to lie to me. I love how he said he was sorry for not being here for me and then turn around to only not lie but don't talk to me.. Why can't he just understand that I AM NOT FUCKING PERFECT?!?!?! (I honestly don't care about language today) I have a child and a life. It may not be the greatest life right now because of the ups and downs to it, but it's still my life. I sit here and think, "what if you didn't adopt me? What if you never married my mother? Where would I be? Who would be my dad when my fucking sperm donor left me when I was 2 weeks old?!?!?!" well, I'll tell you.. If you didn't adopt me, who knows... Never married my mother, again who knows... I'd probably be in jail or in the ground... No father to that last question... You cared for me like I was your flesh and blood... But that didn't sit to well with you did it..? I didn't think so. Cindy, my evil stepmother, lied to you and YOU CHOSE HER OVER YOUR FUCKING CHILD!!!!! Your own mother told you she was bad news but yet you didn't listen. You never do... I am done being your daughter.
