Lost kitten (EDITED)

I dont want this

EVIL SMUT WARNING

Master picked me up and lay me on the bed and spread my legs as he made my knees bend and he started to pull my panties down slowly. I felt tear running down the sides of my face as I tried to distract my self by trying to think of what my earlier life was like before I came here, I didn't believe anything he told me on out first encounter and I closed my eye. I got ripped from my thoughts by a harsh slap and I forced my eyes to open but I still remained completely still with only tears pouring down my face

"Keep your eyes open kitten~ want you to watch while I fuck your cute ass~~"

My breathing became shaky and I look at the ceiling trying to make my mind think I wasn't on a bed gagged, cuffed and about to be raped when I felt something touch my ass

"Now because you've been such a bad kitten you will not be able to cum until I tell you, understand?"

I go to speak but nod instead remembering he told me that I could if something was stopping my speech. He grabbed my thighs as he entered me roughly making me yelp in pain and he started to thrust fast into me, I screamed but that just made him go harder and rougher and grip my thighs tighter and I soon stopped screaming because I thought 'what's the point he won't stop' he hit my prostate and I, without my wanting, moaned loudly through the gag and he smirked

"Found it kitty~"

he started to pound into me harder and faster only making me moan even more, I didn't choose to moan, I didn't want to moan and I wanted him to stop and just let me be free but some part of me wanted this to last and keep on going till I passed out and with most of me hating this the other part won ending up on me moaning loudly and to bite down hard on the gag as he came heavily inside me, he pulled out and I felt... violated and dirty knowing my virginity had just been taken away by someone who I barely even knew and didn't even ask me for this...