Sherry's POV

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    I know I was stupid. It was wrong. I know I should've stayed. Gigi grew up with out me for over twelve years. I wasn't ready for that responsibility. I left my baby. If her dad did what he did to Lorelei and Rory, to Gigi her life would be awful. She already pretty much grew up without a mother. I can't imagine her growing up without her dad and her mom.
     Luckily, Chris didn't run away from her. I think Lorelei, was a huge help. I know Rory was a big help. I wasn't. Her own mother wasn't around! I have changed. I really have. I would never leave a baby, being the person that I am now. Leaving Chris and Gigi was the worst thing I have ever done.
       I'm not a mom. I couldn't handle the pregnancy, let alone raising her. I did what Chris did to Lorelei. I know how bad Chris felt for leaving Lorelei and Rory. Then I went and left him and Gigi. Why did I have to do that? I missed my daughter's growing up!
         I know that there is no way Chris,Lorelei,Rory,and everyone else who has helped raise Gigi, will ever let me back in her life. I have to try though. I have to leave Paris. I'm going to Stars Hollow. When I got on the plane, that's when I saw Christopher. I overheard him talking about how bad he feels about leaving his two daughters for a job. He said he knew the youngest (Gigi) would be fine at his oldest daughter's house (Rory) with her family.
           Once I realized that Gigi was with Rory and not Christopher, I had to see her. My plane landed early in the afternoon. I went to a diner called Luke's. I had been here once before with Christopher and Rory. I went in and sat down at a table by myself. I ordered from a Korean looking woman. She said I looked familiar. I said," I'm Sherry Gigi's mom." She replied with," Oh okay." "What can I get you?" I ordered my food, and as I waited, Rory and her husband walked in followed by my baby Gigi. Who was no longer a baby anymore.
          Rory handed her baby to her husband. She then walked over to me. We talked for a minute, then I saw my Gigi. She walked away once she saw me. I knew it would take time for her to get used to the thought of me. I was prepared for at least a little while. But if it was more than a couple weeks, I would have no choice but to go back to Paris.

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