I was starting my first year at plainview elementary. I was nervous, scared, and even more so, embarrassed. At that time I thought going to school meant you weren't smart. I was only four at the time. When I got there I had a hard time making friends. Sure, I had a few people I knew from daycare but they were wroughty and abnoxiousand I just wasn't that kind of kid. I felt with it until the next year in kindergarten.