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Chapter 8

Sorry I had to republish this chapter. It wouldn't show the whole chapter and idk why. But enjoy :)

Louis' POV

Danielle is bugging me soo much. She's on the phone to her real boyfriend. Laughing away. I wish I wasn't with her again for another stunt.

I hear a close of  door and walk out, knowing Harry must be back. Oh how, I've missed him soo much. It may have only been 2 weeks but it felt like 2 months.

Me and Niall are back on good terms again, let's just say, there may or nay not have been a black eye for a certain Irish lad.

It's not really my fault I hit him. He had if coming, he really did. Niall even knew we didn't want to expose our relationship because of management. Then he goes and does something stupid like this.

"Harry, let me in please" I hear and I notice it is Liams voice.

I don't know why, but I feel like this whole thing is my fault, if only I didn't fall for him and act like a lovestruck puppy then we wouldn't be in this situation right now.

Danielle gets up and leaves through the door and let's Liam in. You can tell that Louis was hurting, there was no sparkle in his eye, no crinkles by his eyes when he smiles.

Liam walks over to me and gives me hug, I've barely seen him in these few weeks Harry was in a coma.

"Harry needs rest, please don't bug him" He tells me

"I miss him Liam, I miss him soo damn much you have no idea. I just wish I didn't mess everything up". I admit to Liam.

"What do you mean? This was Niall's fault."

"But I fell for Harry, I fell hard and can't get up".

"Louis, don't beat yourself up over something that happens to everyone." Liam says whilst giving me a hug.

"Thanks Li, but am I allowed to speak to Harry yet?"

This is really bugging me now. I have no idea if Harry is OK. He probably hates me right now because of Danielle, but I need to tell him that its another beard.

"No Louis! I'm going to tell you again, he needs rest! He was in a coma for crying out loud!" Liam raised his voice at me.

"I honestly couldn't care less, this is the boy that I have fallen in love with. I'm going to see him!" I shout back in rely to Liam and storm out the door.

I walk into the kitchen and take a glass of cold refreshing water to calm me down. I've always had these anger issues, but since Harry hasn't been here, they have got progressively worse.

Harry's door has a green 'H' on it in wooden letters. I gently knock and walk in to see Harry peacefully sleeping, his hair falling over his face.

Just by looking at Harry, I know that I'm going to officially come out. None of these stunts anymore. I don't care if I'm put with another management or need to quit the band. I chose love over money.

Slowly, I sit myself on the end of Harry's bed and I recall all of the loving moments we spent in this bed together. The smiles, the tears and the fights. Unconsciously, a warm tear rolls down my cheek which I don't rub away.

These past weeks have been horrible. I wish we could turn back time. Right now Niall has just released some more solo music which meant that we have a month or two off work. If you can even call this a job.

"Liam, is that you?" I hear Harry say in is raspy morning voice as he tries to open his eyes, but can't because of the bright daylight

"It's me love" I reply and reach out for his hand. Harry's eyes suddenly open and look at me.

Harry's eyes just show hurt, betrayal and sadness. I just want to hug him but I know I shouldn't.

"Why are you here? Where's Danielle?" He asks and pulls his hand away but looks as if he's in pain.

"Haz, I'm not actually with her"

"You gonna pretend it's a little beard like all those other times." Harry retaliates with a sharp tone to his voice.

I stand up "They were all fake H, you know that"

"Then why on earth did you have a child! I honestly thought that you had feelings for me, but I assume it was all just a sick joke. To mess with my mind because you know I like you" He says in the most sad tone I've heard. There was a sign of annoyance in his voice which wasn't very welcoming.

"Harry, please believe me. The whole baby thing is fake. I do have feelings for you, I was just scared to show them. When you were in the coma, management saw the photo and told me to get another girlfriend. This one happened to be in the same area as means thought it would be easier to get her, rather than some Hollywood model. I don't like her, she even has a real boyfriend, that's where she is now. Please believe me Harry, I need you. I love you" I fell onto my knees crying, crying because I knew that this whole situation is messed up.

"I can't Louis, just leave" I could see in Harry's eyes that he still wanted me to stay but he knew that I should go.

Right now, I need my mum, yet she's not here. I wish I could fall asleep and never wake up.

I walk out of his room, out of this house, out of his life and never hope to return.

There is a club at the end of this road and I see paparazzi outside of it. I go to head in there and I get asked many questions. I guess now is the time to tell everyone since I might not return after tonight. Hopefully.

"Louis, are you and Danielle still together?"

"How is Harry? Did you see him?"

"Louis over here"

I walk up to one of them, and stand in front of their camera.

"I'm gay and proud. Love is love. If I can't live to be who I want. Then what is the point in life."

Instead of going in the club, I turn around and walk, not knowing where, just walking. Trying to be with my mother.

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Hi,

Everyone was asking for a happy ending to this chapter but nope. Sorry. It will get better soon, promise.

I'm in the middle of my exams at the moment so that's why I haven't updated

Well I hope you enjoyed this small chapter.

~J