In stereo imagines/preferences

Jakob: See you later?

How could someone you love so much hurt you this bad? I questioned my self this over and over. I never understood it.

He was so unlike this, he was so kind and generous, his heart so pure. He was him. I tried searching my mind for something that could have brought this on, but nothing.

All I could remember were our memories. Ones where he'd wrap his coat around me when I felt cold and the ones were he'd stop me just to kiss me.

How could he turn so horrid? Once sweet and warm and now so cold and Bitter?

He literally was acting the complete opposite to his usual kind self. It's like something has taken control over his mind and body and its whole purpose was to hurt my feelings.

This Jakob was not the Jakob that told me he loved me and told me he'd stay with me forever. But somehow it was. Maybe he was lying this whole time? Did he really ever truly love me?

"I-I can't do this anymore y/n." I felt a pang in my heart, I could no longer feel air reaching my lungs.

"I'm sorry but I hope you can understand." He continued.

"Understand? What do you mean understand?" He gave me an almost confused looked like he didn't know where I was coming from.

"How can I understand this? I don't even know what happened that was so bad between us, weren't we good?" He kept his eyes fixed on the ground shuffling some leaves that had managed to fall right by his feet.

He couldn't even answer me.

"You are not the Jakob who told me he loved me and that I was worth more than this world."

"Gosh Jakob I knew I wasn't perfect but you could have fucking told me to my face rather than lie to me and make me almost believe it. Shit Jake you're torturing me, can't you see?" His eyes looked up at me with his rich sincere eyes.

"Answer me!" I spat.

"Well what do you want me to say?! That I don't love you anymore? Is that what you want because it's not true!" He responded.

"Than if it's not that then what is it?"

"You do mean the world to me and you always will." He held my hands in which I snatched them away, quickly regretting it.

Tears had formed in my eyes, spilling out onto my cheeks like a waterfall. I tried to sniff them away but there was no use.

"Than what is it Jake? I am just so confused. I feel so drained and I just want you to tell me."

"I'm leaving. My family and I are leaving and never coming back."

"What? We can still make it work I know it." I said between tears.

"No I'd rather break it off like this because if I was harsh you wouldn't feel the need to miss me."

"Miss you? Why I would miss you even if you choked me and bruised me and ripped my heart out and cut it into little pieces, I would always miss you, nor you or I can help that."

He sighed before embracing me into a hug which stunned me, however i gladly took it.

"Is this goodbye?" I asked with my tears staining his white tee.

"I don't know, I don't like good byes."

"Nor do I." I replied.

"Maybe see you later?" He continued

"Id much prefer that."

That actually made me kinda sad tbh. Anyways let me know if you liked it!! Xx