So I tried one of those stupid dating apps and I met a guy. We've been talking to each other for about a year now. Things started off great texting everyday, really getting to know each other. Then came the first time we hung out it was great just chilling watching movies he didn't even try any of the typical fuck boy tricks to try and get in my pants. We watched movies until 5am then it was time for him to go home we both had things to do that morning. I was really starting to like him me it's been a while since I had feelings for anyone since the horrible break up I had with my sons father. I thought I would be forever alone. Then came the time where me and let's call him Chris (not his real name btw) kissed for the first time which lead to sex. It was amazing considering I haven't had sex in a year and a half. Things was still going good for us but we never really established what we were exactly it kind of turned into him coming over and us hooking up when we both were available. The cute flirty text stopped but we still had great convos when we hung out before and after sex. But the last time we hooked up felt different like all he was there for was the sex we didn't watch a movie or talk about things we normally talk about it was just sex, kind of awkward sex. Idk I really like him but I don't want to have a just sex relationship with him. Am I being selfish? I told him we couldn't continue this friends with benefits thing. I told him how I felt but I could have came on too strong I don't want to push him away and I don't want to rush him into a relationship. Idk what to do......
