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Yes, the feeling of the cold water brushing against her soft skin made her shivers went down to her spine. The sound of the calming water was somewhat terrifying for her to hear. The wave of the water can make her heart beat fast and make her gulping down her throat. Is this really what they say scared? Or is it some kind of traumatized thing that doctors always talk about?
Whatever the reason is, Hana doesn't want to let her body soak in the pool.
She can only stand there as she watch the members splash the water against each other, giggling and laughing like a five year old kid. She look beside her, Jin, Namjoon and Yoongi were there, sitting on the side of the pool as they guard the other members. They were all chilling when suddenly the maknae started to dump them one by one inside the pool. Hana laughed a little, but that didn't help to make the fear go away.
Suddenly she felt two pair of arms slip around her waist as she felt she was pick up by someone. She look to see who the figure was and it was Jungkook with a smile on his face. "Jungkook-ssi! I can't sw-" Before she could continue, she felt her body sinking in the deep pool. Her feet touched the floor but her head was not reaching the top of the water. She struggled as she tried to swim to the top to get some air, but can't. She can hear the laughing sound of Taehyung and Jungkook.
Her hand desperately tried to get herself out of the water but she was to short. She was running out of breath. It was the same like memory. Her hands was tied with the hard metal chains as she tried to free herself from the water. She's running out of air, she's running out of energy. Her mouth finally apart and her head suddenly spins in circle. Her vision went blurry, before it suddenly went black. Her eyelids were heavy as she breathed out a breath, before her head started to bop backwards. Her little hands stop, bubbles came out of her mouth. The last thing she felt was the cold floor of the pool.
Yoongi smiled at first but then his smile faded as he saw Hana's little body stop moving. He stood up before he suddenly panicked. "Jungkook-ah! She's drowning!!" He yelled. Jungkook turned to his hyung before he look over to Hana. At first, he didn't seem to believe it but after seeing that she is now sinking to the bottom of the pool, he quickly dive down the water.
Jungkook saw her lying on the floor of the pool, not a single move or anything can be seen. Without any more thoughts, he quickly grab her and embrace her. He brought her up to the surface, looking down on her, breathing heavily. He realized that her eyes were closed and her breathing stopped. Jungkook cursed under his breath before he swim to the side of the pool. He lay Hana down on the floor before he look down on her. The feeling of regret suddenly take over him as he kept asking himself, why did he do that?
He suddenly got the urge to cry. Without anymore hesitation, he gently place his hand on her chest, doing a CPR on her. His mouth open as he give her a CPR. He pressed down her chest rapidly, trying to make her breathing again. He repeat the same action over and over again. Time suddenly stop when everything flow down slowly.
I shouldn't have do that. I'm sorry. Please wake up. Please.
I'm nothing without you, you are our source of life. Please just wake up, I'm sorry. I should have known that your abusive parents did this to you, I'm sorry.
Tears threaten to fall as time flows slowly. His eyes were now flowing with tears as he continue to press her chest and give her breath.
I told you, Hana. You shouldn't have trusted them like you use to trust those families. Now look at you, you're dying again. Let this be the end, Hana. You shouldn't be alive in the first place. You're a mistake, Hana. A mistake from god. You're nothing but a garbage on the lonely street. No one will pick you up. No one.
Jungkook stopped as his hands were starting to feel weak. His hands fall to the either side of her body as he look hopelessly at the little girl in front of him. His tears finally fall as he starting to regret. He shouldn't have been this immature to take this thing as a game. He should have thought in the first place. He shouldn't have dump you in the water just like that. He screamed on top of his lungs as he started to punch himself in the chest. "STUPID!"
He let himself cry for a moment before he look at her.
I won't stop, until you wake up.
Gathering back his energy, he quickly pressed her chest again and starting to do the CPR again. The members just look at him as he continue to do it. They know how the maknae feel about this, he'll never give up. Jungkook can't just let the one his love go just like that. He'll find a way to make her stay with him a little longer.
And that's what he is doing now.
Suddenly, Hana coughed out the water as she open her eyes. Jungkook finally can let out a relieved sigh before he tightly hug her. Hana return the hug as she silently sob in his embrace. "I'm scared... I'm scared.. " She muttered. Jungkook tighten his embrace before he gently tap the back of her as he assured her that everything is now fine as long as he is here with her. "I know, Hana. I know."
The members finally can let out a breath before they all smiled in relief. They look at Hana who is still in Jungkook's arms, still shivering because of the fear. The little hand grip Jungkook's swimming suit as the girl continue to cry in his chest. They were hugging each other in their wet swim suit as tears falls down on their cheeks.
Jungkook quickly grab the towel next to him and wrap it around her. He pick her up before he made his way to the car. "Jungkook....." Before she could continue, Jungkook cut her off with, "It's not safe for you to swim again in this state. You need to go to the clinic to get yourself check up. You're just woke up, Hana-ah."
Hana let Jungkook bring her to the car. She was too scared to talk about anything. She was cold, afraid, anxieties rushed over her. Then, she remembered what Jungkook said. He's going to bring her to the clinic. Suddenly, Hana jumped out of Jungkook's hands before she stood in front of him. She grip the towel that was wrapping her before looking at the tall boy in front of him. "I'm okay. I'm used to this." She said. She look behind him and saw the members standing there. She smiled at them before her gaze finally came back to Jungkook. Her eyes met his before she turned around and walk to the car by herself.
Jungkook was a bit glad that she's awake but apart of him makes him regret everything he did just now. He should have known but stupid him just dump her in the water just like that. He blames himself, not knowing what to do next.
Jimin wraps an arm around Jungkook's shoulder before looking at his dongsaeng. He tapped his shoulder lightly before saying, "You don't need to blame yourself. Everyone makes a mistake. Don't regret something that already happen. As long as she is save now, she is still with us, living together as a family."
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Cringe as fuck, sorry.
